Friends..

So.. Hehe.. have a little bit of time.. blog awhile sin.. let me touch a bit of fren.. haha.. it has been a long week for me.. but after all.. i feel relieved.. as i still hav u (refers to those who have helped me out).. the 3 of u especially.. (2 guys and a gal) who have helped me out thruout this period.. who have sacrified for me.. who have done whatever u can for me.. i am touched..

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Ppl all say me PAP pengarah and all sure got supporters and all.. haha.. yes indeed.. but when it really comes to work.. it's just hard.. haha.. mayb really that i din ask for help la.. but.. im just not the type.. haha.. come forward if u feel like helping.. i dun force ppl to help me.. However.. sometimes it's just hard when ppl ask me.. why they r not helping u? haha.. which is a good question also..

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after all.. best fren or heng tai is not easy to find.. and im glad that with joining this mpp thingi.. i can really c who is the one.. the one that will really sacrifice.. the one who actually need to study and all.. come forward to help.. and im guilty bout asking u for help actually.. cuz u din really do well in ur test the other day..

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anyway.. i was lucky not to choose to go for 'umum' but just skul.. if i were to go for umum.. im gonna be damn bloody dead meat by now.. with just 2 or 3 fellas help.. mayb it's not really my frenz who dun wanna help.. my own prob.. cuz i dun usually ask for some1 to help.. but to wait for ppl to offer.. haha.. mayb that's the main reason.. somehow.. if u really c 1 of ur fren like dying d.. u would offer help.. that's wat i think.. or if u free.. also can offer help de..

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And i appreciate those who really help me out im this period when im so busy with things n all.. my coursemates.. frenz.. and all.. but haha.. a bit of disappointment with the ppl around me who will still demand me to do things when im half dead.. haha.. doesnt matter anymore..

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although ppl say.. when u gain something.. u will lose something.. but.. i will never regret choosing this path of mine.. and im ready for it.. i dun give a damn how ppl treat me.. as i believe im strong enough to stand by my own.. and with my heng tai.. is more than enough.. i dun need everyone to be with me.. i will never give up anymore..

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It's only with the heart one can see rightly,

What is essential is invisible to the eye.

-Antoine de Saint Exupery

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Carez

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*^-^* NicyaN *^-^*

Summary..

Hey hey.. guys.. Im so sorry that it has been some time since i last update my blog.. really have been very very bz with my stuffs.. there r just too many things i would like to blog.. but dun hav the chance also.. not even this time.. just drop by to summarize the things that i've done since last sat i think..
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So.. last sunday.. i went to kudat.. for a field trip with my construction technology lecturer.. a very very very nice trip.. a relaxing day for me (at that time) as im quite fan with many things last week.. really like worry-free at that time.. as i really enjoy the trip very much.. with my coursemate.. we went to 2 traditional longhouse in kudat (i forgot the name.. will try to post in detail the next time..) the longhouse they do it themselves with kayu and all.. it reminded me bout me building my scout gadget.. haha.. it's really a bit similar.. with the platform using buluh.. but theirs is really damn nice.. with nipah leaves as roof.. pinang & buluh as platform.. jati i think as beams.. and many more.. it takes them 1 year plus to built it.. and according to them.. memang all of them know how to build.. is a tradition.. wow!
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ok.. next.. went to TIP OF BORNEO.. omg.. that's amazing.. will post the picture next time.. no time now.. in a hurry.. just write as much as i can now.. tip of borneo.. ppl say is very very nice here.. with great scenery.. finally i got to the place.. it was very very windy.. i really mean it.. i can almost blow a person away.. at times.. when we walk.. it was like a crab.. cuz the wind is just way too strong.. very nice.. very cooling.. we went at a quite good timing.. haha.. usually not like that de.. just nice weather.. but when we go.. wow.. windy.. and with all the pasir blow to us.. haha.. but we had a great great day.. nice pictures.. and all.. i enjoy that trip very much.. wondering if i were to go with my gf.. haha.. romantic la.. aiseh.. bila lah baru ada.. hahaha.. nvm nvm..
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then.. monday night started to do my banner for the election.. did for 2 nights.. slept for about 3 hours.. to do the banner.. as monday we get the form and fill in.. wed is penamaan calon.. so hav to get ready n all.. really tiring with just around 2 of my coursemates help me out.. wat a tiring day.. anyway.. enjoyed it.. reminds me of ty!! we did the banner and all when we were f4 n f5.. miss u man.. anyway.. go on.. tiring.. wed morning go penamaan.. then......
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This is a damn sad thing.. 2 of the chinese calon kena bantah n disqualified.. really damn sad man.. they did their banners.. got all prepared.. ready to go for battle.. and yet.. how can this happen.. im really sad for them.. my team mates.. i will promise to fight back the place.. for us!!! and i will not disappoint u all..
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Then wed night start putting up banners n posters around the school.. we did it damn early.. many of the other contestants din really put up yet also.. not even thursday.. haha.. i dunno whether i feel disappointed or relief.. cuz this doesnt really look like an election.. with ppl around like dun have the feel to do their work.. onli start putting up today (sat) wth.. i would say.. tak layak la.. left monday to promote.. then tues is election.. really damn slow lo.. dunno la.. like all also dun have the feel to do onli.. i know la puasa.. doesnt mean that u dun hav to compete.. still.. puasa.. know got disadvantage.. pandai2 la buat kerja efficient sikit.. haihz.. dun care la..
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then.. i think that's it la.. the summary.. next time onli post up my banner design n a bit of the pictures of my skul la.. ok la.. need to go la.. next time onli i crap more la..
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Carez
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*^-^* NicyaN *^-^*

Another Bad Day..

Why??? Why??? Why do I have so many things to blog everyday??? I wish that 1 day I could just blog that.. It has been a nice and relaxing day.. A good memorable day.. A happy day ke.. or anything good la.. haihz..

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So.. what's the topic today??? As expected.. In the morning kena kutuk d.. today suppose to hav class at 9 but cancelled.. then got tests at 2pm.. went in class at 9.. ish.. ish.. just said tat im scared of my statistics.. then start la.. haha.. the thing..

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'dun zha sho ban mung ar u'

'u're being blacklisted d'

'i wun b cheated by u anymore' etc...

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No good.. haihz.. i also dunno wat to say liao la.. just defended myself a bit.. then i also dun care about them d la.. wanna say.. say la as much as u like.. i know myself well enough.. but mayb they r just joking la.. probably yes gua.. then teman them eat awhile as class cancelled.. then tetiba.. come another fren.. ish.. frenz.. many tau read my blog and start mentioning bout my thermo thing.. getting high marks and all.. i also like '''-_-

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Then my coursemates also say

'wah.. famous liao lo u.. all those ppl also know u d lo..'

haihz.. teruk wei.. anyway.. dun really care bout it liao la..

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But 1 thing i would really like to mention here.. this blog of mine.. the purpose.. for ppl to know more bout me.. and i would consider this a quite private thingi.. u dun hav to bring up my personal stuff in public.. u know it urself.. if got comment.. u can drop by here if u wan to.. dun hav to tell every1 bout wat im thinking, doing and all.. it's just my personal matter.. i just wanna let those who care bout me know bout wat's going on with me..

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then statistics no good.. as i really dun hav the mood n not enough sleep.. slept at around 5 something.. haihz.. i dunno what m i doing.. tot i can score this subject.. but ended up.. so teruk.. then my frenz also realised that me not 'zha sho ban mung' and all.. but ok la.. they r really good la.. just that.. joking playing around with the marks thingi.. but somehow.. let me ask something..

'If some1 who tell others that 1 fella get a very very bad mark in public is bad'

'does that means that some1 who tell others that that fella who get high marks in public is good?' What nonsense is this.. haihz..

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then another disappointment on mpp issue.. guess i shall keep this to myself la.. dun really wanna talk much about the mpp d.. hav been posting a lot on that d.. and it involves many ppl also.. dun wanna comment so much as i know la.. frenz around me reading this blog later know many things also not good de.. this things r not suppose to go to public..

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And now.. i just came back not long from a so called meeting up to do a piece of work/ paper/ design which took me around 5 hours.. gosh.. i still hav statistic assignment.. and tomolo i need to wake up around 5.30am to go to kudat for a trip.. major subject to do assignment de with coursemates.. guess wat's the time now? it's already 3am.. not enough sleep again.. no good.. anyway.. really need to rest awhile liao la..

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Ohya.. add something.. 1 more thing.. almost knocked down by a car today.. 1st time so teruk in Sabah.. after statistic go home.. sad d ma.. then red light ma.. mai stopped n chatted with frenz (still got another 2 motors there) Then i saw green light.. mai pecut je la kan.. mana tau i din notice got a kancil turning in uni.. wah.. it's like when i noticed it.. i braked.. and my front tyre knocked the car's back tyre a bit.. haha.. that was so close..

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Carez

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*^-^* NicyaN *^-^*

No Good...

Hmmph.. not really in the mood.. dunno wat or how to post.. haihz.. slept alot these few days.. I also dunno y.. Im suppose to sleep less and get myself prepared for studies and MPP thing and yet.. I sleep and sleep and sleep.. ohya.. beside sleep.. I online onli.. surf surf and all.. I just dun wanna care bout my studies and MPP thing.. getting lazier.. dunno la..

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1st.. today got my thermo marks.. suppose to be a happy thing that I got 40/50.. 1 of the highest in my class liao.. As the others all around 20 plus onli.. even those who usually get very good marks de.. those top in class also around 20 plus.. (got 30 plus also la).. somehow.. i feel guilty.. cuz i alwiz depends on my frenz for my studies de ma.. inside class n all i dun listen to lecturer.. tutorial i dunno how to do.. just copy and all..

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Somehow.. it's just not fair.. the person who help me out in my studies.. get around 29/50.. I also dunno wat to say liao.. he borrowed me notes and things to copy.. and yet.. i got higher.. not saying that im good.. just that.. ppl c me getting high marks.. then will alwiz say like ask nic la.. he so geng n all.. but im just.. haihz.. i dunno anything until the last minute i get into the exam hall.. i dun study until the very last minute.. Im having my statistic test tomolo.. and even now also i din really study much for that.. later gonna work 'tong siu' la.. haihz.. Im afraid that ppl say me 'zha sho ban mung'.. dun wanna teach them and all.. i really dunno a thing de.. Anyway.. im lucky to have this guy to guide me thru my homework and all.. i really depends on him de la.. somehow.. if really fan min and i got into MPP I gonna be dead.. haha.. shuan le ba..

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Went to pesta tanglung just now.. was so-so la.. got la a bit comment on it.. but nvm la.. nothing is perfect.. nothing major bad things happen la.. no back up plan onli la.. but.. biasa la.. not many program got back up de la.. lucky also la.. rain awhile onli.. but teruk.. rain awhile stop then rain again like tat.. just bad luck la i guess.. anyway.. met many ppl there.. nothing much to comment on that la.. ok la.. met YB Melanie also.. asked me y im not in their uniform.. i also like '''-_-

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Next.. this mpp issue again.. im down.. really down.. suddenly a surprise came in.. one my closest fren fighting for this mpp thingi have just decided to pull out liao.. really a bit sad bout that.. but apa boleh buat.. haha.. i gotta accept it la.. din really question much bout it also.. but i really tot at least got some1 close inside still ok la.. somehow.. now is like.. really gonna work out something la.. (Anyway.. no matter what decision u make.. haha.. i will still support u de.. As that's wat a fren do.. If u need advice then u can alwiz come n find me.. I dun promise that I can give the best choice.. But at least I can b a listener and give pros and cons on a matter.. whether It's right or wrong is depends on oneself de.. As i alwiz believe that nothing is the best.. As long as u yourself believe that it's the best! When u have no doubt on ur believes..)

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Know wat.. in the 1st place.. I am a bit excited bout joining this thing.. but as time goes by.. my mood changed.. cuz it's really like no news bout it.. i need something to push me to do stuffs de at times.. but now is like.. some more with a group of ppl make me more dependent on ppl.. ohya.. 1 thing.. when i start to depend on ppl.. i will alwiz tend to rely on ppl and dun care bout some stuff.. cuz i will start to think that that's no longer my job..

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It's hard to get to know someone new for me.. not hard la.. but it's really jodoh and all la.. it depends on my mood whether it's time to meet someone new anot de.. haha.. another weirdo here (refering to myself =p) I can get to know someone easily.. but at times.. i just wanna keep the frenz i have now.. dunno la.. dunno how to explain or i dunno what myself thinking also.. haihz.. dun care la.. just 'kin bou hang bou' la..

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Sometimes I wish I could be someone ignorant..

As my fren mentioned.. ignorant = bliss

However.. Haha.. too bad.. Im just not tat type..

I really act as I dun care.. (although sometimes I really do) =p

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Carez

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*^-^* NicyaN *^-^*

I Can See It Coming...Very Soon...

So.. The election is coming very soon.. and i feel that im not really well-prepared for it.. somehow.. im working this in a group.. which i would say as a team (just only realised it today).. I really tot of doing it solo.. do my campaign with my so called wakil calon (my frenz actually).. I din really go approach many of them.. just a few who is close.. Em.. after all.. mayb i just dun wanna b too fake.. im not really some1 who is very frenly after all.. dun wanna get close to ppl just bcuz of election.. then after election gonna be not close again.. no point la for me.. just find those who can help out.. a small group is more than enough actually.. i really tot of doing it alone (without other calon as a team.. cuz there is no news from other ppl..) I memang the type of person who dun like to depend on ppl if I can do it myself..

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And.. I can feel it getting very near.. no news from them.. so.. i memang got la a rough plan how m i suppose to run my stuffs.. somehow.. i have to learn how to work in a group also.. cuz we had a meeting among ourselves and decided to do it together.. somehow.. i just dun think that we have the click yet.. so many of us.. dun really know each other well.. then now.. have to get close and fight together for the seats.. em.. dunno la.. mayb i memang the type of ppl who not good in working in a group.. or mayb i have a feeling that.. many of the calon just dun care and wait for the news.. wait for someone to guide..

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For me.. i dun think that's the way lo.. i alwiz think that we shud b independent.. we shud learn to think and plan what to do n all.. mayb we can ask for guidance but not spoon feed lo.. after all.. my plan tak jadi sudah.. i still have to work in a group.. my plan of doing banner this saturday alone dah jadi buat dengan all the rest of the ppl.. haha.. ok.. i know i know.. mayb im a selfish person.. but somehow.. this type of basic things we shud know lo.. pandai2 ma.. can feel it coming we shud alwiz get ready ourself and cannot really wait for others or seniors to tell us wat to do de.. how r we gonna learn in such a way?

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Anyway.. good also la got the meeting today.. let me know more about the preparation and wat m i suppose to do next.. but somehow.. im a bit confuse and all.. cuz now.. we're working in a group.. a group of ppl who i dun really know them well.. and we hav devided our jobs about wat to do.. haihz.. i memang the type of person who dun really trust the ability of a person until i see it.. so.. im a bit worry.. cuz i dun handle the thing myself and that i hav to count on other ppl to get the stuff i need.. a bit hard huh.. guess.. i have to start learning and accept this type of things.. just cross my fingers.. and hope for the best..

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It's important to be prepared,

It's important to plan things in advanced,

So that we can see what's coming,

So that we can have an idea how to overcome..

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Carez

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*^-^* NicyaN *^-^*

Weird...

Today i took my course picture.. Hehe.. very leng zhai oh.. Yan Chin Fei wearing his cot and take picture oh.. seldom u see de leh.. Haha..


Hehe.. looks great rite? Haha.. Anyway.. i really like the 2nd picture.. taken in some angle with face looking from.. =p
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Ok la.. Nothing much la.. No comment today.. (actually i wrote alot.. But dun think it's suitable to post i there.. deleted liao lo.. it's about insensitivity - ones shud alwiz be sensitive bout the surrounding.. it's good tat if he knows what's ppl around thinking and the next thing ppl gonna do - this is what i call 'sing mok' when u can read ppl's mind and know what they gonna do next..) It's important to be 'sing mok' in this society.. Im not sure whether this thing can be trained or not.. I just think that this is necessary..
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Carez
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*^-^* NicyaN *^-^*

No good....

Know wat!? Yan Chin Fei dun understand what he studied.. I really dun understand a thing.. haihz.. Y did i choose to have this type of calculation? Y I choose to take physics rather than bio? at least bio we can just memorize.. this physics really driving me crazy.. I cannot just memorize.. cuz memorize also no use.. haihz.. sad la..
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Once I have said.. Study onli ma.. I read then know lo.. dun read mai dunno lo.. no matter what course I take also no problem de la.. That was what i told my mom.. And yet.. now.. Im dying here.. struggling.. to learn the things that my lecturer hav taught in the class.. I really feel like giving up.. I am tired.. really tired..
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Once I tot I am so great that I could alwiz depends on myself to study.. I could alwiz depends on the source and textbook to study and go for exam.. But Im so wrong.. Things are different.. This is no longer like PMR.. SPM.. not even STPM.. But this is uni.. sometimes.. it's just hard to work alone.. Im starting to give up.. and Im really giving in.. a bit down.. haihz..
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Nvm nvm.. let me san ha awhile here.. I know i gonna struggle later also.. just do what i can la i suppose.. anyway.. here.. i would like to apologise + thank the 1 who have help me throughout this period when im in need in my studies.. apologise for copying most of the times.. and thanks for borrowing them to me.. especially my kind coursemate - Mr. Teoh.. appreciates that alot.. and i really dunno how to balas balik.. haihz.. most of the time i really cannot adapt to uni life.. cuz im those fella who dun do homework.. since primary 1.. and u're telling me to do assignments and those tutorial.. gosh.. that's really like killing me..
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Anyway.. guess.. i really need to manage my time properly and all.. dunno la.. see la what i can do bout it.. really have to plan nicely.. dah la end of the sem d.. buku pun tak baca banyak.. election dah nak datang.. final pun akan sampai tak lama lagi.. ish ish ish.. cross my finger je la..
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Never give up before you even try,
Nothing is realy over until you stop trying,
Never say it's impossible before u pursue the way u think it's possible,
Never make urself feel less worthy by comparing urself with others,
Never allow obstacles to stop you,
Confront and transform them to opportunities,
Believe in working hard towards ur future,
Take a step at a time to reach urz goals,
Alwiz believe in urself,
Your happiness is in ur hands,
For if you keep staying positive,
You can make ur dreams come true!
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I wish i really could.. Anyway.. We shud alwiz be positive!!!
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Carez
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*^-^* NicyaN *^-^*

Relationship..

Nothing much happen today.. Just that tot of going to swim again.. in the morning.. went over to likas stadium.. mana tau budak tu cakap hari isnin memang tidak buka.. aiseh.. then came back.. and study a bit.. sleep a bit and lepak a lot.. that's it la.. nothing special.. Hehe.. so.. I can start my grandmother story again.. muahahaha..

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What's the topic today? Hehe.. Let's choose about relationship.. Aiseh.. Haha.. Hot topic of mine.. I memang like to ceritakan bout my couple life.. But boring sudah kan dengar banyak sudah.. nvm nvm..

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Hmmmph.. Guess wat??? Yan Chin Fei is really missing those time when I have a life partner.. The feeling of love is really very nice.. to be able to love and be loved.. both of the feeling is really like.. WOW.. Haha.. Im not sure bout what u guys think about a relationship.. But personally.. I really enjoy being in a relationship very very much.. It's really nice.. to be able to make someone u love smile, happy and melt =p U know? The self satisfaction is really there..

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It has really been some time since I am single.. Haha.. Not that I wan to be.. Just that maybe 'the one' is not here yet.. Or Im being fussy.. after few relationships.. I roughly know what I wan and all.. And that Im starting to become more choosy.. As I tend to find someone who is better than my former ones.. And sometimes.. that's really hard u know.. Anyway.. I also dunno wat m i suppose to do now.. just wait lo.. wait for someone to give me chance.. or someone who is really gonna be better than my former ones.. Haha.. It's not really that easy leh.. 'shun kei ji yin' la..

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However.. u know la.. Yan Chin Fei ni susah sikit.. Saya sudah a bit bored of single life actually.. haha.. But I think paling cepat to get 1 also after my MPP period gua (If I really dapat la).. Love is really special.. somehow.. I might not truly understand it.. But at least.. I can feel the happiness.. Can feel the feeling of togetherness.. And hopefully my coming relationship gonna be a stable and long lasting 1 la.. Someone who could really make me fall for her..

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Sudah la.. guess that's all la.. just simply wanna drop a few words here onli la.. tak nak panjang2 la.. My frenz out there.. for those who already have ur life partner.. appreciate him/her.. treasurer every moment.. for that's not easy to find someone who suit you.. someone who truly love you.. someone who would sacrifies for you.. someone who would shower u with love.. be there for you and all.. dun ever make the same mistake as I do.. think properly when u make a decision for there's really no turning back.. For those who r still single de.. jia you lo.. wish that u would be able to find ur mr right/mrs right asap la..

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Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets,
So, love the people who treat you right,
Forget 'bout the ones who don't,
And believe that everything happens for a reason,
If you get a chance, take it,
If it changes your life, let it,
Nobody said that it'd be easy,
They just promised it would be worth it.

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Carez

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*^-^* NicyaN *^-^*

Something To Share.. Have I Been Thinking Too Much?

Haha.. How am i suppose to start my blog today? Gosh.. There r just too much think I would like to post today.. I am afraid u guys will find it boring reading this.. dah la everyday blog.. some more so many words pulak tu.. Haha.. Anyway.. I memang like to do this.. This is the place I could really share what i really think and all.. As Im the type of person who like to chat 1 on 1.. Seldom do I chat with more than 3 fellas at a time.. Got la.. But I will just sit there and say nothing de.. Those who really know me.. Memang I only talk much in a small group..
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Ok.. dun waste time la.. Let me start my topic today.. Has been out for almost the whole day.. I just came back not long ago.. And guess wat? now is already 3.50am.. Haha.. I was out in the morning around 9.15am.. Hehe..
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So.. This morning I woke up around 8 something.. Then washed up and woke my fren and went to campus with her.. reached there around 9.30am.. Went to a place with a few frenz.. Then chatted for around 3 hours like that.. Chatted a lot of stuffs.. Hehe.. And from that conversation I've learnt alot.. really alot.. Let me share wat I still remember over here.. I memang like to put many many advice in my blog or in those words that I say de.. So.. Dun mind ya.. Hehe..
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Firstly, talk bout joining MPP.. What is MPP? What r we suppose to do? What r we suppose to know? Hehe.. I just touch a bit over here.. MPP = Majlis Perwakilan Pelajar.. Student Representative (direct translate ni..) There r just too many defination and all.. However the basic things and all r to provide/fight for the basic facilities for the students in the campus (of course those munasabah saje la.. Jangan la mention yang bukan2 tu ya..) MPP is a society that link between students and the uni authorities.. What we tell the uni is what majority of the students in UMS think is right..
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Many ppl think that MPP dun really do their work.. Ok.. This is what's on my mind.. For those who have this type of thinking.. I hope that u can answer this few questions from me..
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1. If u say that MPP dun do their work well, why dun u come out for the election? Is it that u dun have the guts to come out for election?

2. If u say what MPP do is wrong, y dun u come out and fight for a place and alter what it is suppose to be right?

3. If u think being a MPP have so many benefits, y dun u join? Scared that u will b busy huh?

4. If u think MPP is useless, then what is useful? u? The 1 who will comment behind who dun dare to come out and speak in public or skul authorities?
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I am not sure bout others.. But for me.. from what I can c.. Not many ppl who r willing to come out to fight for MPP.. And yet.. There r many ppl who comment and say that MPP is useless.. Haha.. Actually Im one of them who did that b4.. But my frenz.. after all.. I just hope that u guys dun make the same mistake and think like how I sillily used to think.. I stand out.. the main reason is to learn things.. But at the same time I will still try my best to do what I could.. And I bet most of the contestants who fight for MPP think the same way.. I hope that u guys understand the situation.. Mayb some of the contestants u think that they r not good enough or u're better than them.. But at least they have the courage to come out and fight for the students in the university.. U guys shud support.. Maybe the things/decisions are different than urs.. But somehow.. U dun need to condemn.. U can find the MPP out and give suggestions.. It's just hard to define whether something is right or wrong..
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Haha.. Here is another issue.. I've been 1 of them who think the same way as this.. But somehow.. I've realized it early and would like to share with u guys.. Whether Im right or wrong is another thing.. Just hope that u guys can 'tafsir' urself what Im saying is right or wrong.. Many say that 'I dun wanna join politics, it's just something very 'dark' and complex. I would like to have a simple life in university'. Hehe.. Do u really think it that way? I used to think like that..

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Politic.. It is just a matter of time till we learn it.. When election comes.. ppl alwiz ask.. 'Did u go for voting?'.. What say u? Yes, I did.. But I just dun understand wat's barisan and DAP and stuffs.. I just cross because that's my own race.. Haha.. biasa la tu kan.. U try to ask ur parents.. I bet they know at least a little bit of politics thingi.. again.. It's just a matter of time.. Y not we learn it earlier in university? We can alwiz equip ourselves with more knowledge.. And we have a choice whether we wanna use it or not.. rather than being a naive or ignorant person.. (mayb some1 thinks that they wanna live a simple life and they dun care bout it.. BUT keep in mind that this is ur country.. U have to know at least something bout it.. Especially.. u r a university students.. keep in mind!!! u gonna graduate in few years time.. spend some time to know bout ur country.. (I know Im no1 to say this.. just some advice k? whether u wanna listen anot is a different think.. i just bring up the issue.. and keep u guys aware out there.. I m not good in that as well.. but im trying to learn more now.. So.. i hope that u guys would do the same thing too)

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Ok.. Next thing.. Let me jump to another topic awhile.. I believe that everything starts with the word 'BASIC'. It's very important to know the basic of something.. Let me give a few examples.. 1. Like me.. Im not good in writing essay like how Im doing it now.. As my points jump here and there.. cuz i dun really have a strong basic in writing essay (din really study well in class.. Haha)

2. Handling a meeting.. We need to have the basic.. in secondary is the simple basic I would say.. University is the basic.. and how we handle meeting when we come out to this society is advanced or complex type of meeting..

3. Politics.. We have to know the basic thing in our country in order to chat with ppl sometimes.. Many ppl in the society who will touch that topic.. If we dun equip ourselves with it.. Then there will b a gap in the future when u come out to the society..

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My frenz.. What I wanna say here is that.. We have to learn.. There r just too many things that we can expose ourselves to in university.. When u wanna start learning? When u come out to the society? Isnt that a little bit too late? Give urself a chance.. Especially those book worms.. Getting good results is important.. But what society wan is not only smart ppl with 4.0 pointer.. What the society wan is some1 who know how to communicate.. some1 who know how to handle things.. some1 who have experience not onli in studies.. we have to prepare ourselves for future..

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There r just too many times that I've said that I will stop joining activities.. bcuz i dun wanna b so fan and all.. But somehow.. there's just a feeling in me.. pushing me.. that i cannot stop learning things.. I cannot just study and get good results.. I have to see more.. know more.. Do u know what's the advantage learning things in university than when u come out to the society? The best thing is that.. When u do something wrong in university.. there's alwiz another chance.. there's alwiz some1 who will be there to guide u thru.. who will correct ur mistake.. But that doesnt really gonna be the same when u come out.. there's onli 1 chance.. and dun u ever dare to do something wrong.. as the akibat gonna be 10 times or even 100 times worst than in university.. So.. I urge my frenz out there to spend some time joining activities.. learn more.. and listen more to ppl who have experience..

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Ok.. OMG.. this is just too long for me.. and this is just half way.. I still have a lot to talk leh.. and it's gonna be 5am now.. hahaha.. Anyway.. I syok typing here d.. ok.. one of my lecturer asked me the other day.. 'U guys (male students) hor.. I just dun understand where ur knowledge come from.. Many of my male students dun really read books (as in those what so ever book in popular bookstore or sth) They just know how to play games and all.. When there's no input.. mana u dapat have the ideas to output and make decision? Haha.. know what i answered? 'Play game good wat.. there r just too many types of games.. some of them really test our IQ very much and we have to think alot u know to play those games =p..) Anyway.. for now.. my type of learning way is to listen more to experienced fellas.. then see more things.. let myself expose more to the surroundings.. And think more.. Hehe.. that's y i like to day dream.. i will never listen to the lecturer in front.. my mind will somehow fly to somewhere and start thinking =p..

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Guess that's it for my a little bit of advice and all.. Haha.. If there's something that tak ngam to listen then dun hesitate to tell me ya.. I alwiz welcome ppl's comment de.. haha.. as im in the process of learning and i have to know whether what I think is right or wrong.. is it that majority of the ppl agree with me or not =)

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Ok.. move on.. Then around 1pm today.. came back home and took lunch with room mate.. he cook today.. then i just eat la.. sedap tu.. vege and egg again la.. apa boleh buat.. haha.. then slept at 2pm to 5 something.. Then woke up.. took bathe and 6.20pm like that went out to fohsang district (somewhere around luyang) Cuz they have the pesta tanglung over there organised by the YB from that district, YB Melanie.. (She is really really a very very very good fella.. She helped me alot when I was doing my Pesta Ang Pow.. with her advice and all..) I dunno whether I am not aware of whether we have it in KL this type of even or whether they memang never really do this type of things de.. Anyway.. actually it depends on the district or the YB approach how he/she wanna handle his/her district.. YB Melanie alwiz handle it with having roadshow.. and that really attracts alot of ppl lo.. A good idea.. She knows alot of ppl de oh.. So.. went there with 3 frenz.. Then watched the show till around 10 something 11..

Hehe.. And wat we have here? very crowded place huh? They have many things there.. dances.. magic show by a small kid (that kid really very very geng de la) Singing.. Got astro talent quest de singer.. dunno what year winner de.. etc.. and the best thing is the lion dance.. really very very geng lo.. know wat? those ppl who do lion dance here mostly are kids u know? those alot younger than me.. than they r just great! many secondary skul also got do lion dance de.. very geng de.. and guess wat? many of them are non-chinese.. bet u wun b able to c it in other place especially KL I think..

And guess wat??? Haha.. YB Melanie sure can recognise me.. as I memang contacted her alot last time.. and the best thing is that.. Datuk Yong Teck Lee.. (former 1st Sabah Chief Minister aka current president of Sabah Progressive Party, BN) still can recognise me wei.. dun play play k.. Then finished that show d.. Mai tot wanna send regards and say bye to YB Melanie de.. Mana tau.. Datuk Yong tell us to yum cha together.. Gosh.. I stunned for a second.. Then answered.. ok..... And.. In the end.. We sat there.. With a bunch of ppl.. (different tables..) with a few YBs and those party punya ppl lo.. YB Melanie sat with us.. So.. Chatted alot of stuffs.. till 12 something.. then came back.. went to find my coursemates.. then yum cha.. till 3.30am like that lo.. then came home..

Yes.. It's me and YB Melanie.. Wah.. This is the very 1st time i take picture with her after knowing her for around almost 1 year.. a nice picture huh? yeah!!!

Ok.. guess that's all for this time la.. Really tired liao la.. it's already 6am.. ish ish ish.. habis la.. langit pun sudah mula cerah.. 1 hour earlier than KL ma..

Carez

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Today's Special - Potato Soup!!!

Ok.. What we have today? Hehe.. Em.. Slept at around 6am.. Studied French.. Woke up at around 8 something 9.. Went for exam at 12pm.. Started around 12.45pm.. Then the exam was quite easy for me I guess.. Cuz i think around 40% of the things is quite similar with one of the lecturers exercises (luckily i took the exercises from my housemate or else i gonna be dead meat now like some of my other classmates.. They din really do the exercises as we have another lecturer teaching us.. The method/way of teaching is quite different) I am quite new to this lecturer also.. As my last 2 semester I took Mariama's class (she is great!!!) But this semester tak dapat her cuz my time table clashes with all her classes.. So i took another 1 lo.. Mr. Shariff - A damn funny guy with all his lame jokes in the class =x

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Anyway.. My exam ended around 1.45pm then have extra class with that Shariff fella till around 2.45pm.. Came back and guess wat.. Hehe.. Here we go.. And we have POTATO SOUP.. As this is the 1st time for me cooking soup and the best thing is using a RICE COOKER.. Hehe.. So.. I wasted 1 and a half hour walking around to check out the thing.. Scared later tumpah.. Then I will kena screw by my housemate.. Haha.. Anyway.. Hehe.. And here I present u my Potato Soup!



Ok.. So.. You can c the rice cooker over here.. Hebat kan??? Ur mom also din use rice cooker before to cook soup leh.. Haha.. Me pro u know =p But this rice cooker too geng liao la.. Cook very fast de.. Cannot control the... What is it call... Em... The level of heat agaknye.. And it takes me 1 and a half hour only to cook k? Hebat betul.. Hehe..

And here the closer view of the Potato Soup! Er.. Although a bit 'wai'.. But dun judge it by the look k? It's nice to drink de.. With potatoes, carrots, totatoes and chicken's legs.. Yummy!!! Hehe.. My 1st time gone liao lo.. Will it be a 2nd time? Haha.. lazy la.. just simply do only la this time.. Tak dapat sambutan pulak tu.. After i cooked.. The rest of the housemates also went out for dinner.. Only me and my room mate minum je.. Then still got 1 housemate.. minum.. The rest all went out.. Haihz.. Say come back drink.. also cold d la.. Mana sedap sudah.. ish ish ish.. Sudah la.. Malas saya nak layan =p

Nothing much then.. Just chat chat on net.. Then found a website which I can get to learn how to do website.. Haha.. Go see see and learn a bit 'bout HTML thingi.. Still new to it.. C la.. If got time I try to learn more 'bout it.. Guess it gonna be useful in the future also.. IT what.. biasa la.. Now everything 'bout IT de la.. Haihz.. Have to catch up with the society de la.. Cannot be outdated de.. Macam la saya ni Pro.. Haha.. Cakap je banyak.. Anyway.. wanna go sleep liao la.. already 12.45am.. Tomolo still need to wake up a bit early although it's sunday.. ish ish ish.. Need to masuk campus.. got something need to be done..

Carez

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Updating.....

Ok.. I am back again.. Hehe.. So.. What's special today? Yan Chin Fei skipped class in the morning! Haha.. class at 8am.. Then i woke up 15 minutes late.. decided not to go.. told my fren to help me to take attendance.. haha.. so good.. Nothing much de la the class.. doesnt really matter much whether i go anot lo.. As im memang the type of person who dun listen to the lecturer in class de.. since primary lo i think.. alwiz also study myself de la.. haha.. =p

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Then studied my french.. study study.. sleep awhile again.. Then room mate cooked.. What we have for lunch??? Hehe.. baked bean + hotdog.. yummy... and egg + long bean.. nice also.. haha.. almost every meal i have egg to eat.. mom alwiz scold my grandma.. 'hey hey.. u got dendam with chicken kah last life.. y so like to cook egg ar'.. and now i every meal i also take egg.. hahaha.. nice ma egg..=p

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Ok.. Then went to class at 2pm.. This lecturer is my course coordinator.. looks quite young also la.. the way he teach us is quite interesting.. and for the 1st time.. haha.. i've concentrated in class for 1 and half hour thru-out the whole lecture period.. guai leh me.. haha.. as alwiz.. =p Anyway.. a good lesson from him.. haha.. realized that actually can learn alot if i were to concentrate more in class.. but that's really hard for me lo.. most of the lectures make me *yawn*.. What to do? sigh... He let us off early! suppose to be 2-4pm.. the lecture ended around 3.30pm.. and im a bit excited.. straight away go home and plan to go swim again!!! mana tau when i reached home.. i forgot that im supposed to go to the chancellory and HEP to settle some stuffs.. However.. reached home d lo.. dun care la =p

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So.. I entered my house.. packed my stuffs and get ready.. then housemate wanna go also wo.. then mai go together by bike lo.. haha.. then go swim swim again.. hurray.. another 1km+ today.. so happy.. im getting better u know.. Hehehehe.... But my freestyle still tak jadi =( Anyway.. doesnt matter much.. Finished liao.. around 5 something..

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Then guess wat!!??? Yan Chin Fei went to market!!! Philipino market to buy vege and stuffs.. Haha.. walked around with my housemate.. bought 'loh hon goh', 'suet yee' and those 'yuek choi' stuffs.. Then bought vege.. chicken legs for potato soup.. excitednye.. tomolo i gonna do the soup.. 1st time leh.. dunno wat it gonna turn out to be.. We shall see.. hahaha.. ohya.. btw.. i'll be cooking it using the rice cooker.. ops.. hehe.. is like that de la.. dun expect much k? =p ok.. Came back with my bike basket full with stuffs.. even my housemate also need to hold things in her hand while im riding my bike.. haha..

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Then came back.. room mate sudahpun buat red bean.. apa lagi.. minum je la.. then he cook again.. then i study my french.. till now lo.. im blogging here lo.. haha.. ohya.. tonight got dunno wat sayur is that + 'water' egg.. hehe.. nice nice.. seldom really get to eat meat tim.. anyway.. i've bought luncheon meat.. and gonna cook soon.. hehe.. egg + luncheon meat next time.. Sedap tu..

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Guess that it for today la.. gonna have my french midterm tomolo.. din really study much for this french thingi.. need to study liao la.. *yawn* gosh.. and now im sleepy.. ish ish ish.. habisla tomolo..

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Carez

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Another day..

So.. Nothing much happen today.. Went to French class in the morning.. Got some so called tips for the coming midterm.. Nothing useful actually.. Gotta study all also de.. Then came home.. ohya.. Haha.. Here a bit stress.. In the morning told my room mate that i wun be coming back for lunch.. then he said.. i cook la.. then u come back at 1pm and eat (cuz my french class till 1pm and i have class at 2pm) Then i say ok la.. He said gonna msg me then.. Then during that french class he msged 'U back, I cook'. Then i mai go back after class lo.. Who knows when i reached home I noticed that there's nothing.. No one cooks..

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Nicyan : Y din u cook?

Cheong : I was waiting for ur reply then onli cook ma.

Nicyan : I rush back after class to take lunch ma as i tot u're cooking it..

Cheong : But u din reply my msg..

Nicyan : Biasa la.. I wun reply ppl during my french class de ma (guess he dunno im having french gua) But i really dun think that msg is a question lo.. as i already said coming back to eat earlier in the morning.. guess we have miscom...

Nicyan : I wun be coming back for dinner..

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Then i also frus liao la.. Went out alone and buy bread eat lo.. cuz dun feel like eating rice and all.. very weird to eat alone de la sometimes.. i dun mind eating alone.. in fact.. i like it.. cuz i can feel the peacefulness.. but hor.. there r just too many frenz around this area.. later ppl c.. hey hey.. nic.. y r u eating alone so cham here.. then i also dunno how to answer.. haihz.. sometimes.. i choose a place that not many ppl will go to eat is better.. haha.. (I know.. again.. im weird)

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Anyway.. go on.. then got engineering statistics.. wah.. those formula for the statistics is like so panjang.. haihz.. too many and long liao la.. it's really hard to memorize.. thank god.. my lecturer say there will be formula provided during the exam.. but still.. all the formula quite similar de la.. hard to choose which 1 to use also.. haihz..Then finished class early..

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So.. went to swim.. Hurray!!! im really learning it.. hehe.. i can swim breast stroke 10 laps liao la.. which is equal to 1km u know.. wah seh.. so geng man.. now learning free style myself 0_0 dunno whether i do it the right way anot.. anyway.. got to move 25 metres la.. then cannot liao.. tiring la.. hopefully next time dapat half a lap la = 50 metres.. nowadays got time.. go swim more often.. wanna learn.. haha.. sebenarnya saya jealous those ppl who have nice body with broad shoulders.. so nice leh.. i also wan.. anyway.. i just play play onli la.. when i get busy then i will stop de la..

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Came back around 5 something.. take a nap till 6 something like that.. then ish.. another thing again.. haihz.. room mate tiba2 ask me eat anot.. then i say dun wan.. then around 7.20pm.. He said.. i finished cooking liao.. come eat la.. OMG! is like.. dush.. what de.. i tot i told u this afternoon that i wun be coming back to eat (cuz Cheah has asked me out to eat with his gf tonight). Then i also like.. frus again..

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Nicyan : I tot i told u in the afternoon i wun be coming back to eat?

Just now u ask me whether eat anot i also said dun wan ma..

Cheong : U din tell me anything bout not coming back for dinner wo..

Just now i asked u whether wanna go out eat with a fren anot ma.. then u said dun wan

I tot u wanna cook ma..

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Then i also dun care and dunno wat happen la.. guess he found someone to eat with him gua.. Guess another miscom again.. anyway.. it's ok with us de la.. now ok d.. =)

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Ok.. Then around 7.30pm.. went out 818 restaurant to have dinner with Cheah and his gf.. Hehe.. helped her gf to find a cheongsam earlier.. so they 2 also planned to belanja me =p

Then chatted awhile.. take dinner.. then i tot wanna pay for my part de.. then they insisted.. i mai ok la.. haha.. then brought them over my house.. walked around.. hehe.. my house really very nice de leh.. i like it very much.. then mai send them back lo..

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Guess.. that all for today la.. now already 11.40pm.. and im feeling sleepy again.. omg.. my french midterm coming and i havent really start studying this sem thing.. studied 1st sem and a bit of 2nd sem thing onli la.. ish.. really feel like sleeping d.. anyway.. haihz.. c la what i gonna do later.. that's all for today.. Au revoir!

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Carez..

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I'm back!

Ok.. Im back! It has been so long since the last time i blogged (in frenster).. Hehe.. changing my blogging place to blogspot liao.. As most of my frenz also using this blogspot thingi.. I also 'tam san sin gam'.. And just follow the flow.. Hehe.. So.. Nothing much to be written in my 1st blog here i guess.. Just touch a little bit on my recent thing la..

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Let's see.. Nowadays Im just feeling great.. Nothing worries me yet I think.. No activity in hand yet.. So.. Im blogging now at 2.22am.. Study until a bit tired liao.. So mai come over blog awhile lo.. Anyway.. Studies have been so-so.. Dunno la.. Sometimes i really feel that dunno y the feeling of studying like how i used to have no longer with me (F5). Yeap.. The feeling to study just vanished after SPM.. And that's really bad.. Did badly last semester also.. So.. Planned to do it better this sem.. And..... Hehe.. Biasa la.. I main cakap je.. Till now.. 1 of my 3 credit hours subject did badly.. And the rest is still ok la.. So.. hopefully i gonna continue and study hard so that i could catch up this semester.. Shud be alright geh....

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Move on.. Activity pulak.. Hehe.. Guess wat??? Im planning to join MPP (Majlis Perwakilan Pelajar). I bet those who study in IPTA/S sure know bout this MPP thingi.. Anyway.. For those who dunno.. It's like a student affair thingi.. The biggest society in the university.. And alwiz be described as a 'dark' place where it is full of those political thingi.. However.. I think it's really ok in Sabah.. Not really so politic yet.. Just a bit of racial issues only without interrupted by those politic parties outside yet which i would say that.. Not contaminated yet.. Hahaha.. So.. Ohya.. Im just planning to join.. And is in the progress.. Whether i get it or not is another thing la..

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For me.. This is gonna be one of the climax in the activities that I've joined.. If i get to join la.. Cuz it's the top d.. As I've said to my frenz.. Usually when we join activities.. We join as a junior.. And start to learn things from bottom.. And slowly we climb up.. And now that I might have the chance to join the MPP.. It gonna be my climax d.. So.. Memang my plan gonna be either i dapat join MPP now or I'll stop joining activities.. Hehe.. (But MPP is really 1 of the thing i hope to join so that I dapat learn all the things inside and also indirectly will learn the politics of the society outside).. Know wat? It's really good to learn it now than start learning it when we come out work.. Just equip ourselves with all these knowledge.. We gonna need it in the future I bet..

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My frenz.. I really think that we shud be more active in our extra-curricular as we really can learn a lot from it.. I've really seen many people who dunno anything 'bout activities.. or some ppl who think that they know everything but actually they dun.. Im in the process of learning and start seeing more and more things as I join all these activities.. And 1 thing I would like to say.. It's really lucky and proud to be a Victorian.. As I've learnt alot in VI.. Makes my life easier in uni.. There are still many ppl who is very ignorant in uni.. Haha.. From what I've seen la..

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Anyway.. I've crapped alot d.. Enough for tonight.. Gonna study awhile later.. Gonna have my French midterm this coming Sat, 15 Sept....

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Carez Everyone

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