It has been such a long time since I last update my blog.. Just feel like dropping by to write down something.. Feeling quite nice now.. listening to songs.. relax.. although I still have assignment and things to do.. But may be night is what I like the most.. However.. Nowadays have been trying hard to sleep early at 12 so that I can wake up earlier to do my stuffs or read news before going to class..
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My days have been quite dull.. nothing much special.. After all.. I prefer to be in KL with my bunch of frenz.. play games.. go mamak.. drink.. go genting.. anything.. I miss those time.. I miss when I was 1st year.. when i can sit at my room's window.. listen to songs and think bout my frenz in KL.. calling them to catch up.. rather than being a busy man here.. or lazy person who procrastinating to finish all my jobs.. waiting for time to retire..
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Dun wanna do anything.. what Im now doesnt seem like what I want.. I wanna be a better person.. However.. It's not that easy after all.. need to follow schedule and stuffs.. I miss the effort.. the time when i can study with spirit back in few months before SPM.. that was really the time I study the most.. My mind was set for an aim.. which is to excel in my exam.. I was then a very determine person..
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The one who really spend my time to study and play game when Im free.. The determination.. Where have u go? What person am I? I am so lost.. Why am I a person who likes to think back.. Who likes to think about what I've done in the past.. Who miss the feelings.. listening to light songs.. very relax.. I really wanna retire and dun wanna care bout activities and lead my life with joy..
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All this years.. doing activities are not what I enjoy.. bet most of u tot it did.. I was struggling since last time to catch up with ppl.. to learn what I think is needed to equip myself well for my future.. It's a very good thing rite? However.. I really start to feel tired of it.. I've never felt such tired before.. It's really a time for me to end this type of busy life before I continue with my working life..
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Some of my frenz said that Im a work-holic.. yes.. I agree.. But Im getting old.. Im really getting tired of it.. The life of rushing.. the life to follow on schedule.. although it seems very efficient.. effective.. time saving.. very consistent.. very systematic.. But somehow.. It suffers alot.. although it does bring out good things in the future..
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My life during the few months in TARC with my fellow frenz were great.. really great.. very relax.. driving or riding to college.. even lepak in library and going to mamak with viggy was so fun.. although I go home late at night around 8pm.. But it was really enjoyable.. (that was the time when my result started to drop actually) somehow.. due to my poor english then..I dun even understand what the book wrote.. just change from F5 to college..
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But this bunch of frenz really great.. I miss those time.. Now that all of us has seperated.. Viggy in Moscow doing Medic.. Gurps in US studying sth.. Jace in Australia if Im not mistaken.. May in UCSI doing Medic also.. And I think Jing doing Law somewhere.. It's me that left in local Uni.. Really very far o.. Hope that 1 day we can have a gathering..
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Hehe.. Besides.. still have many other frenz who are very good n many unforgetable moments together de.. the 4 SAB gals gang.. Susu, agni n isaac.. dota gang.. F6 gang.. scout.. gosh.. Those were the days..
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Thanks my fellow frenz.. Love u guys.. Muacks!!!
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Regards..
*^-^* Nicyan *^-^*
