Im back..... for awhile..

So.. it's 4am now.. and im blogging.. usually i would be sleeping at this hour.. slept awhile at 12 n woke up at 2plus.. read some news.. check out frens' blog to catch up a bit.. and now im blogging awhile.. it has been a very very busy sem here.. with some laziness in me.. make it even worst.. really been fed up with those assignments.. bad.. really bad.. plus with my laptop was broken by my housemate.. made it even worst.. hard to do assignment..

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will be going on a field trip later.. to tenom.. a place that is well known with its coffee.. hopefully can get some back.. gonna go to see dunno wat kuasa jana hydro stuffs.. not really sure bout it after all.. anyway.. just feeling like writting sth here..

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will be going back to kl soon.. during study week to get a laptop.. luckily sis has 1 extra.. but really need it.. so plan to go back asap to take it over plus going back for another occasion.. will be back on 28th to 31st oct.. will be having test on 22nd, 24th and 28th morning.. then final coming on 3rd nov.. guess this time i go back din really get to catch up with most of my frenz.. just diam diam la =p or else i really gonna fail in my finals.. really bad.. din really know wat i've studied till now.. gosh..

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wun be back during this sem break.. so.. gonna be around in dec.. not sure wat to do.. planning to learn tai chi in dec onwards.. since my body alwiz ache here n there.. better be prepared.. or else i'll really suffer alot when im getting older.. hahaha! agree? guess u guys must be laughing at me.. so young learn tai chi.. but ok la.. hopefully i can finish the coarse =) and if there's time then i'll be working part time ba.. or else i would have no money de..

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i miss my frenz.. in kl of course.. the ppl here are so different.. haha.. not sure whether im different here or the ppl.. guess the environment not the same anymore.. and i would like to have the feeling to meet back old frenz.. it's really different.. and i like the feeling meeting up together and have a nice chat to do some catch up.. hehe.. gonna go back kl n find them to yum cha.. hopefully not finals yet ba.. but i think UPM starts earlier.. anyway.. c how ba..

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ok.. i think that's all for now ba.. i miss u guys there.. HugZZzzz.....

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*^-^* Nicyan *^-^*

Those were the days......

It has been such a long time since I last update my blog.. Just feel like dropping by to write down something.. Feeling quite nice now.. listening to songs.. relax.. although I still have assignment and things to do.. But may be night is what I like the most.. However.. Nowadays have been trying hard to sleep early at 12 so that I can wake up earlier to do my stuffs or read news before going to class..

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My days have been quite dull.. nothing much special.. After all.. I prefer to be in KL with my bunch of frenz.. play games.. go mamak.. drink.. go genting.. anything.. I miss those time.. I miss when I was 1st year.. when i can sit at my room's window.. listen to songs and think bout my frenz in KL.. calling them to catch up.. rather than being a busy man here.. or lazy person who procrastinating to finish all my jobs.. waiting for time to retire..

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Dun wanna do anything.. what Im now doesnt seem like what I want.. I wanna be a better person.. However.. It's not that easy after all.. need to follow schedule and stuffs.. I miss the effort.. the time when i can study with spirit back in few months before SPM.. that was really the time I study the most.. My mind was set for an aim.. which is to excel in my exam.. I was then a very determine person..

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The one who really spend my time to study and play game when Im free.. The determination.. Where have u go? What person am I? I am so lost.. Why am I a person who likes to think back.. Who likes to think about what I've done in the past.. Who miss the feelings.. listening to light songs.. very relax.. I really wanna retire and dun wanna care bout activities and lead my life with joy..

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All this years.. doing activities are not what I enjoy.. bet most of u tot it did.. I was struggling since last time to catch up with ppl.. to learn what I think is needed to equip myself well for my future.. It's a very good thing rite? However.. I really start to feel tired of it.. I've never felt such tired before.. It's really a time for me to end this type of busy life before I continue with my working life..

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Some of my frenz said that Im a work-holic.. yes.. I agree.. But Im getting old.. Im really getting tired of it.. The life of rushing.. the life to follow on schedule.. although it seems very efficient.. effective.. time saving.. very consistent.. very systematic.. But somehow.. It suffers alot.. although it does bring out good things in the future..

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My life during the few months in TARC with my fellow frenz were great.. really great.. very relax.. driving or riding to college.. even lepak in library and going to mamak with viggy was so fun.. although I go home late at night around 8pm.. But it was really enjoyable.. (that was the time when my result started to drop actually) somehow.. due to my poor english then..I dun even understand what the book wrote.. just change from F5 to college..

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But this bunch of frenz really great.. I miss those time.. Now that all of us has seperated.. Viggy in Moscow doing Medic.. Gurps in US studying sth.. Jace in Australia if Im not mistaken.. May in UCSI doing Medic also.. And I think Jing doing Law somewhere.. It's me that left in local Uni.. Really very far o.. Hope that 1 day we can have a gathering..

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Hehe.. Besides.. still have many other frenz who are very good n many unforgetable moments together de.. the 4 SAB gals gang.. Susu, agni n isaac.. dota gang.. F6 gang.. scout.. gosh.. Those were the days..

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Thanks my fellow frenz.. Love u guys.. Muacks!!!

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Regards..

*^-^* Nicyan *^-^*

Tired of studying.. giving up...

Gosh.. It's 2.20am now.. and im still studying.. as usual.. but today im just too tired.. study till 11am this morning.. then slept at 12-4pm.. then lepak.. went out dinner and start studying again.. guess my progress is just too slow.. dun think i can really finish revising on time.. it's just too hard.. no good.. 4 papers in the 1st week.. with 3 papers in 2 days.. that's just too hard.. and it's major.. not like those lan subject.. sigh

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Tues---------------0900-1200----Surveying

Thurs--------------0900-1200----Numerical Methods

Thurs--------------1400-1700 ----Solid of Mechanics

Fri-----------------0900-1200----Electrical Technology

Next Mon----------0900-1200----Fluid of Mechanics

Next Next Tues----0900-1100----French Level 4

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And that's my time table for the coming test.. it's just too bad.. if i would have 1 more day for tat solid or numerical.. then it would b easier.. anyway.. no use to say anything here d.. just study watever i can.. how i wish im just those kind of relax punye person.. then i wun b too worried bout my results and tests.. then i can just lepak around and study whenever i feel like it.. but now it's like.. im worried and study like mad.. sigh.. Im just too tired....

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Carez..

Cheers!!

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*^-^* NicyaN *^-^*

study week..

There goes my lab test today.. Sigh.. Haha.. worst paper that i did in this semester.. but still ok la.. just tot of getting A if could do better.. cuz it carries 30 marks.. i think more than half of the paper i din know how to do.. just simply write onli.. that also no point 1.. sigh.. lab 1.. wat to do.. it's the subject i studied when i was in 1st sem.. imagine.. after 3 sems.. all also forgot lo.. i tot it will b just like those procedures n stuffs.. mana tau.. wow.. with all the theories.. definitions.. wow.. din really read the text book bout it.. so.. too bad..

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After that was my presentation for entrepreneurship.. it was ok.. as i prepared the slide for myself and still remember la.. cuz my job does not overlap with other ppl.. so it's quite easy for me to present my things rather than other ppl having overlapping.. it's really hard to present.. hehe.. so.. overall.. it was ok.. hopefully can get at least a- for this sub =) as the lecturer said can bring us to get an A with our presentation.. but it carries i think 50 marks.. the other 50 is my test and others.. so.. still not confirm..

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so.. here.. i wish my frenz good luck and all the best in ur finals! know that some of u guys have started with ur final.. mine coming next week! carez man!!!

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Carez..

Cheers!!

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*^-^* NicyaN *^-^*

=)

Hmmph.. Just came back from Annual Civil Engineering Dinner - The Civil Oscar Nite'08. Feeling quite tired here.. cuz was formatting pin's and my com yest till 4am.. thanks to how meng who helped me out with those procedures and softwares thingi.. Then woke up in the morning around 8plus.. went out with my beloved dear =) came back lepak awhile and went for that dinner.. overall it is considered good for me.. although there are many ppl taking back/bad about it but somehow i think it turns out not too bad just that a little bit expensive.. anyway.. did enjoy myself also..

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There are few reasons for this annual dinner.. 1 of them is to celebrate the graduating 4th year civil seniors.. so.. during this dinner.. in a way.. it makes me think of the coming 2 years with the best academic award n stuffs.. Haha.. I know i wun be able to get all that.. But it's really nice when start thinking bout it.. getting an award for something.. hmmph.. it has been quite some time since the last time i get any award.. cudnt remember also..

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Hehe.. my expectations are quite high for myself and at times i do dream bout getting all these things.. I think it's good somehow as all those things start with a dream! And after i retire.. really hope to be able to have the mood to really get into studying.. and at least do my best in one of the semester.. if cannot get top student also at least dean list.. that would be good enough.. When think bout it.. it's not too hard.. just that whether i really put my effort in it or not.. Sigh.. Lazy yan chin fei.. a bit hard.. We shall see =p

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In just a blink of eye.. time flies.. 2 years had past.. 2 years to go.. and i'll be an engineering.. start working.. really hope to enjoy myself in the next coming 2 years before it's too late.. cuz i know that working is really hard n tiring.. and the time is really fixed.. unlike being a student.. we shall really make good use of our time.. will really plan my time well.. especially spending time and enjoying with my gf.. Hehe.. now is really the time.. just the financial actually.. aiseh.. cant really work in this holiday also.. nvm.. shud really try earning/saving some money to travel few places before start working.. at least some good memories during my uni life =) it would really be great!

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When we talk bout planning things ahead.. It's really something hard.. and we do know that it's really important! as it saves alot of time and do things in an organised way.. although it's a bit ma fan but we shud really make it a habit to follow wat we plan.. those not so important thing shall be removed from the schedule.. like playing games and stuffs.. it has been such a long time i din play dota liao.. sigh.. i really enjoy playing games very very very much.. but somehow.. i shud really think for my future and shudnt be too into something that wun bring me any benefits in the future =)

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Plan to learn many things actually.. but u know me well.. im just the kind of person who likes to learn anything and everything.. but once i started it.. then will get bored easily and din finish it in the end.. but as i said earlier.. at least i dream bout it.. wanna learn photoshop-designing, doing website, wanna study back all the past major subjects that i've forgotten, wanna learn back the programming which i think is a very useful thing etc. When will i have the time to learn such things.. anyway.. im a lazy person who will plan to sleep when i have free time as my mind alwiz set that im a busy person who needs more rest =p

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ohya.. i wanna learn qi gong very very very much.. as i think that it's really something very good.. have been doing alot of sports last time and injured myself alot.. if i really dun start doing all these qi gong or tai chi things.. i know that my body wun b able to handle it when im getting older.. just wanna equip myself with the knowledge so that i can even practice it at home rather than finding time to go n exercise and stuffs.. btw.. really have to start exercising.. i have been a very active in the past.. but now im just some1 who dun do any exercise for years.. really have to start exercising.. for a healthy body! =)

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Many things have been running through my head after joining university.. I've really become alot alot more mature.. I can feel the big jump from high school to university.. It's really great! The way i look at things is different.. Know wat? i'll shake my head when i see one of the fren around me who is too into games (just like me the last time - it's like a mirror of myself in the past) i already get to see wat's good and bad for myself.. is just the way i wanna choose the route of my life.. and guess.. as usual.. i'll choose to be a better person.. and hopefuly i'll get to be.. i'll cross my fingers and hope for the best!

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Carez..

Cheers!!

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*^-^* NicyaN *^-^*

Done with 1.. Many more to come..

ok.. B4 that.. i'll talk bout wat happened last week.. on wed, 26th.. Gosh.. guess wat? I went to continued my job on the career carnival.. and suddenly.. by the time i met the lecturer.. And he said, "Hi Yan! I've read ur blog.. and that was funny.. I din know i torture my student so much...." Gosh.. I was stunned a moment.. wondering how he get my blog's url.. haha.. but after awhile.. he told me he found it long time ago.. (luckily i din write anything bad bout him)

WELCOME DR. SIVA!!! Haha! lecturer reading students blog.. that's great!! haha.. at least they know wat's up with the students =) anyway.. actually i shud have tot of it early.. cuz i accessed my blog using his com.. back then i was wondering whether it will save in his history anot.. but just tot that not so ngam 1 la.. god knows =p Anyway.. Thanks for dropping by Dr!

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Next.. thanks to my housemate - Pei Xuan!!! thanks alot for borrowing me ur car.. that's really so kind of u.. i've been thinking for so long n finding ppl bout this car thing.. cuz really need it to carry something in kolombong.. so.. finally i asked her.. and she just said yes!! yeah!!! and the kancil is nice to drive also.. haha! thanks alot.. really appreciate that.. at least i dun need to have a big headache.. haha!

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Bout the career carnival.. hmmph.. how m i suppose to say it.. it turns out to be ok actually.. those preparations and stuffs.. just 1 thing.. and the most important thing.. the crowd!! the ppl are not aware bout the program.. as the tentative came out just a day b4 the program.. although the buntings and banners all around but i noticed 1 thing is that they wrote karnival kerjaya.. 27-30th march!!! UMS.. but the thing is that.. only date on them.. no indication of time and venue.. no tentative.. ppl know bout having this carnival but not sure where is the forums.. talks.. exhibition and stuffs.. frankly.. i prefer if the students can handle this alone.. but i know it's now possible.. cuz the budget is too high.. and they just wun let us do it alone.. yes.. the lecturers did great indeed.. but maybe is the students fault who are not aware of this.. but they really too dependent on the student representative board to do it without the tentative n stuffs.. actually can be done.. maybe i also din put my full effort on it ba.. wat to do.. im really blur bout this thing.. cuz many things were not informed.. anyway.. past is past.. hopefully can be carried out in the coming year.. this is a great event n i really like it very much.. just the timing a bit wrong with exams around..

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and now.. im preparing for my coming tests.. oral tests.. fluids.. electric.. solids.. and others assignments.. it's really a bit tired of this liao.. sigh.. wish i can b like those ordinary students.. waiting for retirement!!! next.. actually having a program after final.. Selangkah ke Menara Gading.. which we gonna bring higher secondary students into campus to expose them bout the university life.. This is so Great!!! havent have a chance the last time when i was in secondary..

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Anyway.. i think i better continue studying.. or else i gonna be dead meat..

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Carez...

Cheers!!!

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*^-^* NicyaN *^-^*

In the Verge of Breaking Down.....

Gosh.. Here I am blogging.. Midnight 1.30am.. Tired.. Just came back not long ago.. even skipped twice my weekly meeting.. no good.. too many things to do.. Sometimes really dunno how to handle them.. at times when i have time.. start thinking bout it.. i'll be mentally tired.. very tired..

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Planned to do my lab reports tonight.. Design for coming civil night invitation card.. write speech for dean and 2 more ppl.. study a bit.. do watever i can.. ended up here i am.. coming back home at 1am.. feeling tired.. was out since morning 8am.. class till around 4pm then went to meeting.. till 5 like that.. service my motor.. received a call from the lecturer.. help out something.. went home took a bathe.. ta pao rice.. and start working again..

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Actually i would really like to help out.. but at times.. really feel a bit tired.. cuz actually there r just too many things that i havent do.. tests postponed to next week.. i dun think that's really gonna b a good thing after all..

Things to be done:

Wednesday (no class)

-do the duty schedule for the career thingi

-take the name card and try printing for the career thingi

-find ppl to handle the name card thing

-do lab report.. pass up on thurs

-study for thurs quiz

-meet lecturer

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Thurs

-quiz

-career launching

-duty for the career thing

-classes

-do assignment - pass up on fri

-do speech for civil night

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Friday

-lab in the morning

then gonna duty again for the career thing

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Saturday

-green card talk (a licence card for engineer to get to work around the construction site)

-gonna takes me whole day!!! skip career thing..

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Sunday

-duty again

-Wat m i suppose to do??? cant u see how many tests coming??? Gosh...

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Monday

-fluid test

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Tues

-french oral

-weekly meeting

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Wed

-Electric Test

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Thurs

-God knows.. probably numerical test

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Sat

-Solids Test!!!

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This is really so damn shit!!!

Im really gonna be so dead!!!

Sigh..

Anyway..

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Cheers!!!

Carez..

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*^-^* NicyaN *^-^*

Hi hi...

Yeah! Here Im back! Hmmph.. So.. How have i been doing? Still ok.. but really a bit busy.. lazy.. tired.. Haha.. Guess wat? seldom do i skip events.. and yet.. I've skipped 3 events since yest.. yest morning.. evening and this morning.. tonight still got 1.. (no wonder i feel tired and lazy rite?)

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Anyway.. no good.. skipped yest morning gotong royong cuz i din read my sms properly sent on fri.. tot it was on sunday.. yest evening.. cuz i was a bit lazy.. just informed me yest 1pm.. could find a wakil for myself.. then kena boom.. gosh.. and this morning.. im really not aware bout the event.. slept at 5 plus studying.. woke up 9 plus and realised that some1 sent me a msg at 6am told me to go for 8am event.. gosh!! wth.. i straight *tut* him.. But kena balik.. haha! cuz din really attend last meeting on tues.. so.. din know bout it.. but i did ask ppl around mayb i've forgotten..

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Haha.. dun think i can escape this evening's event.. have to go lo.. but hard la.. aiyo.. like not good d.. go there ppl will start asking y so long din c u n stuffs.. gosh.. nvm nvm.. soon i gonna retire (half a year)....

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Anyway.. has been busy with assignments.. quiz.. tests.. career carnival.. and stuffs..

Assignments - just finished 1 yest, still got a lab report pass up on thurs, 1 project on thurs also

Quiz - coming thurs

Tests - coming 28/3, 29/3, 2/4, 5/4

Career Carnival - 27/3 - 30/3

Shift house - Hostel, Fren's house or find new single room - considering, no time think o..

Tomolo - class at 8-10, 10 find tnc (hopefully he is in), find some1 to print carnival thing, 2-4 class, meeting ajk to discuss career thing i guess.. still need to find ppl to help out that 4 days.. gosh!!!

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headache o really.. din get to have time to study also.. so many things to think.. wat m i suppose to do.. omg.. haha.. that's y i prefer to stay at home n rest.. really start to appreciate studying liao.. doing activities realy tiring.. haha.. and of course i enjoy accompanying my beloved gf to go around.. Sigh.. guess that's it ba.. better study for my coming test.. or else i gonna be *dush*...

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Carez..

Cheers!!!

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*^-^* NicyaN *^-^*

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din tot of writing another post so soon.. gosh.. im so tired.. yest slept around 3 and woke up at 7 plus.. studied.. came out around 9plus to help out lecturer to do his things.. then went for exam.. average la.. not that hard la the french.. was a bit blurred though.. anyway.. here is it.. after exam till now.. in an office.. doing some letter work.. faxing.. photocopying.. sien.. tired liao..

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Just tot of writing something up.. nothing much i can do here.. cuz alone here.. can online at least.. wat's the topic today.. deciding whether to shift into campus or not.. gonna b 80% shifting in.. ppl gonna think that it's weird.. cost me alot to shift out n did many things.. now wanna shift back in pulak.. haha.. ppl usually wanna shift out.. but im now the other way round..

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Anyway.. cheers.. i think that's one of the best way for me.. hehe.. dun think i'll regret bout it also la.. the line in universiti also getting better.. many places also can online.. then save money.. gonna mix up with ppl around.. hehe.. hopefully gonna b those quiet n studious type ba.. gonna love that.. hehe.. im alwiz an optimistic person de.. how just wanna confirm the procedure to move in ba.. cuz usually ppl who moved out cannot get in de.. but.. haha.. ok la.. i think can use a little bit of kuasa here de.. shud b able to get de..

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hopefully i can confirm in these 2 days.. then gonna let my housemates know bout it.. need to help out to get housemates for them n stuffs.. but frankly.. it's quite late liao.. still can get.. but a bit hard to find.. sigh.. nvm la.. we'll c how.. gonna have a final on monday.. hopefully i'll have some time to study ba.. tomolo still need to come over to help out.. really hope that this career carnival gonna work out well with many supports.. cuz it's really a great idea and exposure for the undergraduates.. guess.. that's all for now ba..

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Carez..

Cheers!

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*^-^* NicyaN *^-^*

Yo.. Im back!!!

Hi there.. Haha.. It has really been such a long time since i pen down something here.. gosh.. 4 months.. many things had happened in this past 4 months.. not gonna summarize everything of course.. just write write onli la.. very busy actually.. too busy indeed.. tot of just writing them out.. to waste some time here.. rather than do those 'real important thing'. Haha!

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So.. firstly.. hmmph.. let me officially announce here ba.. I have found myself 'my mrs right'. haha.. wanna c? no la.. im not gonna post the picture up here la.. dun need to ask also.. if got chance.. sure can meet de.. dun need to request from me k? haha.. it started 2 months back ba.. so.. hopefully this time gonna have a real good and happy ending here.. cross my fingers.. and hope for the best.. really planning to have a long term relationship.. and i always do.. pray for me k? hope that everything gonna go on smoothly..

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Secondly.. currently handling a program.. career carnival.. coming up very soon.. 27-30th march.. has been a bit busy.. cuz i just support my exco partner la.. din really handle whole thing.. most of the things handle by those lecturers.. just help out here n there.. im very interested in this event actually.. but sometimes it just piss me off.. anyway.. hope that it gonna turn out to be good ba..

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next up.. had my academic.. once i start to feel to study hard again.. just hope to be like wat i did for spm.. after handling over scout.. i was so free.. in the last 2 or 3 months b4 spm.. i can go home everyday at 2pm.. then start to study.. have dinner.. study.. watch tv a bit.. and sleep.. it's quite nice actly.. not too boring la.. still ok.. i enjoy that way also actly.. after being tired of doing activities.. tomolo gonna hav my french midterm.. sunday entrepeneurship final.. 28 and even 29!!! my birthday also got midterm!!! clash exactly on my event.. have skipped the 1st test.. dun think im gonna skip my 2nd test ba.. it costs me double the marks this time.. as a replacement for my 1st test.. anyway.. just study wat i can ba.. sigh..

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nothing much actly.. my life now is all bout activities.. study.. and of course.. most importantly my life partner =) haha.. at least some1 to depend on whenever im tired.. but really have to arrange my time properly.. i was too stressed once and let go.. haha.. guess im not gonna repeat my same mistake ba.. gonna spend my time wisely de =)

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lastly.. sorry my fellow frenz there.. for not keeping u guys update.. really tired here.. if got time also sleep la actually.. haha.. where will update.. but nvm la.. i try to update here once a week ba.. but dun think i have time to highlight like last time nice nice ba.. haha.. just type onli la.. or else gonna spend half an hour to an hour here o.. no good..

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ok guys.. guess that's it for now la.. haha.. wish me good luck for my exam ba.. will try hard to get better result this time.. hopefully.. will really work out something n dun let my pointer drop like my last 2nd sem..

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Carez..

Cheers!

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*^-^* NicyaN *^-^*