tiring..

OMG.. Im damn tired man.. dush.. eyes also heavy.. but dun feel like sleeping yet.. worked for 2 days.. then it's like morning go out.. came back.. and go out again.. so it's like.. exhauted man.. but takpe la.. wat to do rite? hopefully get to go out with frenz next week.. just noticed that im gonna leave very soon and i really have to plan my holiday well.. really well.. or else.. there will b quite a lot of ppl that i dun get to meet actually..

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nothing much here.. just that.. tomolo i need to work again.. then hopefully not next week.. or else im really a bit short of time liao.. anyway.. i'll be coming back awhile in dec.. really awhile.. got a camp in genting from 7th dec to 9th.. gonna be here on 6th.. hopefully going back a bit late.. still not confirm yet.. c how la.. will post it here =)

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So.. hehe.. let me crap a bit again.. relationship again.. have been thinking much la.. not recently.. it's all this while.. after hearing much.. thinking much.. and stuffs.. finally.. i get to come out a conclusion.. my very own conclusion.. theoritically.. no one is gonna get the best bf/gf.. it all depends on oneself..

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One just have to be contented.. i really mean contented.. we choose ourself.. who gonna be our bf/gf.. and after all.. we really have to try the best to keep them! setting a mindset that he/she is really the best.. cuz.. try to think bout it.. there r so many ppl around.. im just 21 years old.. i bet i still gonna meet so so many ppl in the future.. and if i were really to get a gf now.. i can bet that at least 80% i can meet some1 better in the future.. whether we compare on look, figure, attitude or anything la.. i bet there will sure be some1..

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However.. here.. in my opinion.. the most important thing is that.. we have to know wat we want.. and when we really found some1 who is suitable.. and that's it.. keep it! cuz no1 is perfect.. we might think that meeting some1 better in the future.. but have u ever tot of how many some1 u will meet in the future? how many ppl u have the chance to change n change.. somehow.. someday.. u'll find that u have already missed 'The Best' and sometimes.. there's really no turning back.. So.. we have to know wat's the best for us.. when we get it.. just try our very best to keep it..

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I read somewhere bout the paddy field in frenster.. the 'love and marriage'.. Interesting story.. i just write the summary out.. It says that some1 is given a task to pick the biggest paddy in the paddy field.. but he only can go forward and cannot reverse.. so.. as he go n go.. he found the paddy got bigger.. so he keep on walking cuz he tot that there will alwiz b a bigger 1 in front.. but somehow.. he have missed the biggest 1.. and ended up not getting the biggest paddy.. and that's love..

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when he is given the another chance to find the biggest corn in the field with the same rule.. no reverse.. this time.. he carefully walked and pick the 1 that he think it's big enough.. and that's wat he get till the end.. this is marriage.. =) interesting huh?

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Haha.. at least i learn something from here =) hey hey.. nothing much la.. just hav something to write over here to share with u guys.. i've missed once.. and now.. guess im looking forward.. ya.. it's time to move on.. wait patiently and look for another who i call 'the best'.. =) someday.. i know.. she will appear.. wish me luck! Blessings to all my fellow frenz.. for those who already have.. appreciates him/her.. for those who still finding.. dun worry.. someday.. 'the one' will come and u'll find love.. =)

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Carez

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