Tired.. Sleepy.. but will not be demotivated.. not anymore =p

Guess what? Today I felt a bit sad.. As the 1st test result of geotechnique came to my hand.. with the lecturer saying you did quite bad.. real bad.. As I flip up the result.. Gosh.. It's only 5 out of 15 marks.. Hmmph.. It has been such a long time since the last time I get such result.. and imagine that a student like me who alwiz sit right in front of the lecturer and in the end of the day.. 33.33% F

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Sounds quite bad after all.. However.. after thinking awhile.. I shud have worked harder than this.. I can do better.. And I tell myself that I am going to.. So.. ended up in the library after dinner.. Then went to school and back to library finding for a good spot to study.. Able to finish a chapter at least.. feeling tired.. but I am not gonna give up.. hopefully I can do the same thing every night.. I gonna make it thru this sem.. I gonna get better result than last sem or at least maintain my pointer..

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Met frenz.. and was asked what am I doing in the campus.. after thinking awhile.. I know why I choose library or rather outside the library at 24 hours room.. bcuz I dun feel like studying around my coursemates.. usually will get demotivated.. therefore.. this is still the best spot rather than McD =p Hehe.. Anyway.. gotta go.. tired.. do some reading and get back to sleep later.. It's quite late d..

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Carez

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*^-^* Nicyan *^-^*

=) Happy Birthday to ME!!!

So.. It's my 23rd Birthday!!! Imagine that a day started with a gang of coursemate playing L4D in the Cyber Cafe after our course night dinner.. It was great as my birthday falls on a Sunday.. which means that I can come home late at night.. Just came back and gonna sleep soon..

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My coursemates had celebrated with yesterday night which really gave me a surprise cuz it wasnt my birthday yet.. Anyway.. that was a great 1!!! many of them came over and chatted while eating the cake.. Then I got to know that Hui Pin sent me a post yest by my fren as she sent to the wrong address (my previous house). So luckily it was a Sat that I am still able to go to the post office to get the present!!! Thanks to all my frenz and my beloved dear for ur wishes and presents =)

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Know wat? When I was young.. Birthday seems to be something special to me.. We celebrate birthday once a year that makes me feel special. However, after awhile, I feel that birthday is just another day which din make too much difference than any other day.. haha! May what I think is still important here is that.. A birthday boy/gal shud at least has his/her birthday cake to make a wish cuz that only happens once a year rite? And I am glad that I did cut a cake and make some wishes (greedy huh? Just 3 =p) Thanks to my coursemates.

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On the other hand.. It left around 2 or 3 weeks to the end of this semester.. And time really flies.. Soon.. I'll be having my finals, then choosing my Final Year Project and do my internship in PJ.. and my toastmaster meeting left 2 last meeting which is quite sad.. haha.. i really like to go over n learn things will those ppl there who laugh and make the day or night better and more relaxing =)

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Anyway.. gonna sleep soon as I still have assignment to be done later.. and few of the test will be coming in the following weeks.. hav to really jia you and study for it!!!

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Carez

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*^-^* Nicyan *^-^*

The Simple Saying of a Speech....

Haha.. I have learnt this.. And I think that this saying is very true and useful as a guidance for a beginner like me.. Even expect also use the same way ba.. haha..

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Tell them what you gonna tell them, tell them, tell them what you have told them

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That's the key for a simple speech.. which people will know what you are gonna to tell them.. then what's ur content of ur speech and finally remind them what you have told them and usually is good to end with a quote or sth that ppl will rmb ur speech.. and that's really a simple way and as good as it sounds huh? =p

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A simple speech equips with a good introduction.. 3 points as the body (not too much as people may not be able to digest what you have told).. and a great conclusion which ppl say that a conclusion is as important as the intro and that it shud be a memorable 1 as the ending of the speech..

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Although I have joined this club for just around 2 months but I can feel that I have learnt much bout it.. and that it gives me the courage and even build up my passion to learn more and start speaking in front of public.. and hence I really encourage ppl to join this club.. this club is anywhere and everywhere around ur district de.. just simply go to the website and u'll know the place and toastmasters alwiz welcome new members =) u can get some info for urself at www.toastmasters.org - giving u the chance to think and speak on your feet =p

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Carez

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*^-^* Nicyan *^-^*

Hehe.. back again after a week..

So.. what have I been doing for the past 1 week.. Im still interested in telling things bout the toastmaster thingi =p hehe.. Anyway.. There are many assignments waiting to be done.. However.. Im still hanging around and doing nothing much but to sleep =p wakaka.. cuz those are group assignments.. and im actually waiting to be assigned bout what m i suppose to do.. and after offering myself.. still I dun get any job.. So.. Here Im.. blogging..

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ohya.. I was the table topics master for the UTC meeting.. It was a good 1.. wakaka.. I did put alot of quotes inside.. the topics were still ok la.. usually is on opinion.. so that it wun be too hard to be answered.. I've posted a few topics like:

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-Time is Precious

-Nothing is impossible

-For a student who has studied for exam, getting an A is easier than failing

-Everyone is a leader

-No pain no gain

-Forgive and forget

-Love hurts, if it doesnt, it is not love

-Our country

-Trust is what matter most in a relationship

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Ladies and gentlemens.. so.. those are the topics and u can really try out on it.. just try to think what you can talk and relates the topics with.. and imagine that that topics were to throw at u at that money.. and u're supposed to speak for a minute or 2.. what would u say bout it.. it's important to learn impromptu speech because after all it's all bout knowledge and the outside world when u're being interviewed.

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Oh.. Back then.. I did my Third Speech!!! and successfully get the ribbon.. next time if got more time I'll post the ribbons here =p just wondering whether I'll be doing the 4th tomolo or next week.. anyway.. we'll see.. Title is bout knowledge.. 'Seeking knowledge in an alternative ways' not bad huh? i dun like the conventional way which is to read from books.. therefore i gave the alternative ways =p it was from observation, training and of course.. the thing we like the most =p watching tv show!!! hurray!!!

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Lastly.. I am just wondering who is the 1 that have been looking through my blog.. In case you dunno that I hav the counter thing.. I can see that the number increases.. Dun think there r many ppl who knows I started blogging again and without leaving comments.. Therefore.. I suspect is some1 who is close to me.. some1 who said that she dun even know my blog's address.. although i din comment on that but on my mind actually thinks that 'you dun need to know, cuz u accessed into ur fren's blog and u can simply click my name from there'. So.. if u're going thru this blog.. haha.. just admit it and let me know =p 1 day 4-5 times viewing my blog huh?

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Carez

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*^-^* Nicyan *^-^*

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Nothing much to write over here.. it's 5plus in the morning n I still awake.. Just finish playing Dota with my coursemates =p Haha.. I am playing game again.. Well, just to have fun a little while after my geotechnique test.. It was ok.. Not too good nor bad cuz the lecturer was quite good.. the test supposed to be 2 hours but he shortened it to an hour that means it was easier but there are still ques I dunno how to do.. =p
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Schedule was quite full today from 10 to ard 5pm with an hour or 2 break in the middle.. came back and took a quite long nap till night and took my dinner at 12 =p tomolo i gonna start doing my assignments and stuffs.. many assignments to do.. lab report.. and others.. have to jia you de!!! anyway.. I will be doing my 3rd speech on coming friday de =) cheers..
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Carez
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*^-^* Nicyan *^-^*

Burning Midnight Oil...

Yes.. It's another day of burning midnight oil.. Will be having my Geotechnique midterm tomorrow.. 5 chapters altogether and I just finished the 1st chapter.. Sigh.. 4 more to go.. Luckily 2 of the chapters are from last semester subject.. Still have to revise.. Hopefully gonna finish soon so that I can actually sleep earlier =p but nah.. dun think i can finish also if I dun sleep.. Nth much to say here.. Cuz my eyes are feeling tired so just drop by and pen down some words here.. Gonna start my lab work on thurs and fri so on.. then many assignments waiting to be done.. gonna start to be very busy.. but still I gonna finish my next speech on coming Friday de!! Hehe..

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Carez

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*^-^* Nicyan *^-^*

Money Can Buy Love... Comment...

'Money can buy love' - That was the topic for the Table Topics Contests organised by the KK Advanced & Politeknik KK Toastmaster Club last Friday night. There were 8 contestants altogether, dressing in smart casual and ready to take the challenge of giving the impromtu 2 minutes speech to the audience.

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As I was sitting below the stage, watching and listening to each of the speakers on that night. They were just amazing on how they reacted on the topic when it was thrown to them. 2 of the UTC members took part and the rest were those older people. Stanley Joibi is the 1 that really caught my attention in that very 2 minutes, with his loud and clear voice, controling his pitch and rate of the speech, he looked so natural and speak confidently on the topic and related it to the economic perspective that money can actually buy love.

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In my opinion, money can buy love, definitely not! Even a primary student who learn English in his school know that love is uncountable which means it is invaluble. You might say that 'how about sugar? It is uncountable but can still be bought with a price. Yes, of course. However, sugar has a universal price. Everywhere you go, when you ask anyone, they can tell you the price of the sugar but not love. This is due to love is defined as the affectionate feeling towards someone that is important that usually needs time and devotion to develop and not merely can be bought with money alone. When people agree on this topic that money can buy love, they actually means that money can buy that someone and stick to you probably wherever you go but definitely not the heart. You get the material - a human that may be tagged with a price list but not a heart that is tagged with a price list. Hence, I personally think that even if we have all the money in the world, we would not be able to get love if we do not understand the real meaning out of it.

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Wakakaka! how was that? does it exceeds 2 minutes? probably.. anyway.. that was not impromptu and i took some time to think 'bout it and even try finding dictionary 'bout the meaning of love. Just wanna try out, if next time the same question throws at me I'll definitely know how to answer it better than an unprepare attempt *^-^*

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Carez

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*^-^* Nicyan *^-^*

Toastmaster!!!

Yes.. It's true.. I have recently joined the University Toastmaster Club (UTC).. There are few reasons that I joined this club *^-^*

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I dun really know how it is and even what it is to be a toastmaster, never have I heard anything 'bout toastmaster before this.. And back in the time when I was doing my Career Carnival.. Dr Siva who was one of the committee of the carnival actually introduce this club to me.. However, I was quite busy back then and din really take much attention 'bout the club.

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Things start after I have stepped down from the students' council.. And I know that I have to take something up because I have to plan ahead.. I know that someday the question of what I have done after being a students' council or before my graduation. I am not going to tell the interviewer that I merely concentrate on my final year project.. I know I am know a brilliant fella that I need to join something to back up my resume =p

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After thinking awhile.. I asked my fren 'bout this club and she actually told me bout the 1st meeting during this sem and anxiously I went to the meeting.. dress formally.. stepped into the room.. greeted by the ppl there.. joining the very first training meeting.. feeling comfortable after awhile.. it gives opportunity for each ppl to think and speak on their feet.. impromptu speech.. just like how we did our MUET oral test but this is more challenging cuz it's unlike MUET which gave us 1 min to prepare.. It's on the spot you have to speak on the title given.. besides, there r ppl who can really make ur day brigther with some silly jokes.. the humour master of the evening of course.. however.. the attendance for such a good club is quite poor and I really do think that ppl shud really get to know this and try it themselves as they can really improve coming to the training meeting

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What do I actually like 'bout this thing? I dun like to read books.. therefore, listening to ppl's ideas and speaking in front will actually learn sth and let my mind keeps spinning =p hehe.. and i really admire and enjoy the way they actually speak on the stage will the gesture and the great voice!!! listening to them make me wonder and start dreaming when can I be like them.. As I am so afraid of public speaking due to my poor language back then.. I know this is the opportunity that I have to improve myself b4 going out to the working world.. I need to equip myself with such knowledge.. And being is a leader is about sending thru the message to the ppl under u in the correct manner that ppl understand and respect u.. the way of communication.. the ability to persuade them.. to convince others.. that's the whole key of it.. and I believe this club will bring me to my dreams ahead..

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Carez

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*^-^* Nicyan *^-^*

Yes.. Im really back this time.. after so... long..

Yo guys.. here I am.. after so many months.. since oct.. hmmph.. haha.. 4 months plus.. but nothing much change.. im still the same old nicyan =p

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Not gonna write much in this post.. Just feel like dropping by to tell u guys that I will try to be determined and start blogging again!!! will tell u guys the reasons in my upcoming blog =p hehe.. hopefully in the very very near future..

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Has been playing much game nowadays.. really feeling bad and wanna change myself and be a better man.. (usually i have such thinking and took some steps - but after awhile i will eventually turn back to who i am =p wahahaha) Anyway.. it's good to sometimes remind myself that I have to stop gaming and start doing wat im supposed to be doing =p

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Left 4 Dead! Dota!! CS!!! etc and etc.. gaming is just nice.. cuz i dun need to think much but how to win and kill the rest of the ppl =p but somehow.. it's time to inprove myself to gain some knowledge when i have some extra time =p hehe.. (it's such a good move huh?)

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Hopefully i can be determined.. not that im gonna stop gaming.. just that i will try not to play as often especially when im playing alone.. cuz it's not worth it.. if with frenz then still ok la.. at least can build up some good relationship with frenz =p (excuses!) but that's true k? =p

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Anyway.. I'll stop here for the moment and start my assignment thing.. homework thing and other business ba.. many things to do actually.. no good.. sigh.. it has been very long since i last contacted my frenz back in kl.. miss u guys alot!!! hope to c u all soon.. will be coming back on 9th May!!! will starts my internship on 11th May de.. Love u all! muacks!!!

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Carez

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*^-^* Nicyan *^-^*

Im back..... for awhile..

So.. it's 4am now.. and im blogging.. usually i would be sleeping at this hour.. slept awhile at 12 n woke up at 2plus.. read some news.. check out frens' blog to catch up a bit.. and now im blogging awhile.. it has been a very very busy sem here.. with some laziness in me.. make it even worst.. really been fed up with those assignments.. bad.. really bad.. plus with my laptop was broken by my housemate.. made it even worst.. hard to do assignment..

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will be going on a field trip later.. to tenom.. a place that is well known with its coffee.. hopefully can get some back.. gonna go to see dunno wat kuasa jana hydro stuffs.. not really sure bout it after all.. anyway.. just feeling like writting sth here..

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will be going back to kl soon.. during study week to get a laptop.. luckily sis has 1 extra.. but really need it.. so plan to go back asap to take it over plus going back for another occasion.. will be back on 28th to 31st oct.. will be having test on 22nd, 24th and 28th morning.. then final coming on 3rd nov.. guess this time i go back din really get to catch up with most of my frenz.. just diam diam la =p or else i really gonna fail in my finals.. really bad.. din really know wat i've studied till now.. gosh..

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wun be back during this sem break.. so.. gonna be around in dec.. not sure wat to do.. planning to learn tai chi in dec onwards.. since my body alwiz ache here n there.. better be prepared.. or else i'll really suffer alot when im getting older.. hahaha! agree? guess u guys must be laughing at me.. so young learn tai chi.. but ok la.. hopefully i can finish the coarse =) and if there's time then i'll be working part time ba.. or else i would have no money de..

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i miss my frenz.. in kl of course.. the ppl here are so different.. haha.. not sure whether im different here or the ppl.. guess the environment not the same anymore.. and i would like to have the feeling to meet back old frenz.. it's really different.. and i like the feeling meeting up together and have a nice chat to do some catch up.. hehe.. gonna go back kl n find them to yum cha.. hopefully not finals yet ba.. but i think UPM starts earlier.. anyway.. c how ba..

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ok.. i think that's all for now ba.. i miss u guys there.. HugZZzzz.....

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*^-^* Nicyan *^-^*

Those were the days......

It has been such a long time since I last update my blog.. Just feel like dropping by to write down something.. Feeling quite nice now.. listening to songs.. relax.. although I still have assignment and things to do.. But may be night is what I like the most.. However.. Nowadays have been trying hard to sleep early at 12 so that I can wake up earlier to do my stuffs or read news before going to class..

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My days have been quite dull.. nothing much special.. After all.. I prefer to be in KL with my bunch of frenz.. play games.. go mamak.. drink.. go genting.. anything.. I miss those time.. I miss when I was 1st year.. when i can sit at my room's window.. listen to songs and think bout my frenz in KL.. calling them to catch up.. rather than being a busy man here.. or lazy person who procrastinating to finish all my jobs.. waiting for time to retire..

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Dun wanna do anything.. what Im now doesnt seem like what I want.. I wanna be a better person.. However.. It's not that easy after all.. need to follow schedule and stuffs.. I miss the effort.. the time when i can study with spirit back in few months before SPM.. that was really the time I study the most.. My mind was set for an aim.. which is to excel in my exam.. I was then a very determine person..

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The one who really spend my time to study and play game when Im free.. The determination.. Where have u go? What person am I? I am so lost.. Why am I a person who likes to think back.. Who likes to think about what I've done in the past.. Who miss the feelings.. listening to light songs.. very relax.. I really wanna retire and dun wanna care bout activities and lead my life with joy..

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All this years.. doing activities are not what I enjoy.. bet most of u tot it did.. I was struggling since last time to catch up with ppl.. to learn what I think is needed to equip myself well for my future.. It's a very good thing rite? However.. I really start to feel tired of it.. I've never felt such tired before.. It's really a time for me to end this type of busy life before I continue with my working life..

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Some of my frenz said that Im a work-holic.. yes.. I agree.. But Im getting old.. Im really getting tired of it.. The life of rushing.. the life to follow on schedule.. although it seems very efficient.. effective.. time saving.. very consistent.. very systematic.. But somehow.. It suffers alot.. although it does bring out good things in the future..

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My life during the few months in TARC with my fellow frenz were great.. really great.. very relax.. driving or riding to college.. even lepak in library and going to mamak with viggy was so fun.. although I go home late at night around 8pm.. But it was really enjoyable.. (that was the time when my result started to drop actually) somehow.. due to my poor english then..I dun even understand what the book wrote.. just change from F5 to college..

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But this bunch of frenz really great.. I miss those time.. Now that all of us has seperated.. Viggy in Moscow doing Medic.. Gurps in US studying sth.. Jace in Australia if Im not mistaken.. May in UCSI doing Medic also.. And I think Jing doing Law somewhere.. It's me that left in local Uni.. Really very far o.. Hope that 1 day we can have a gathering..

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Hehe.. Besides.. still have many other frenz who are very good n many unforgetable moments together de.. the 4 SAB gals gang.. Susu, agni n isaac.. dota gang.. F6 gang.. scout.. gosh.. Those were the days..

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Thanks my fellow frenz.. Love u guys.. Muacks!!!

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Regards..

*^-^* Nicyan *^-^*

Tired of studying.. giving up...

Gosh.. It's 2.20am now.. and im still studying.. as usual.. but today im just too tired.. study till 11am this morning.. then slept at 12-4pm.. then lepak.. went out dinner and start studying again.. guess my progress is just too slow.. dun think i can really finish revising on time.. it's just too hard.. no good.. 4 papers in the 1st week.. with 3 papers in 2 days.. that's just too hard.. and it's major.. not like those lan subject.. sigh

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Tues---------------0900-1200----Surveying

Thurs--------------0900-1200----Numerical Methods

Thurs--------------1400-1700 ----Solid of Mechanics

Fri-----------------0900-1200----Electrical Technology

Next Mon----------0900-1200----Fluid of Mechanics

Next Next Tues----0900-1100----French Level 4

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And that's my time table for the coming test.. it's just too bad.. if i would have 1 more day for tat solid or numerical.. then it would b easier.. anyway.. no use to say anything here d.. just study watever i can.. how i wish im just those kind of relax punye person.. then i wun b too worried bout my results and tests.. then i can just lepak around and study whenever i feel like it.. but now it's like.. im worried and study like mad.. sigh.. Im just too tired....

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Carez..

Cheers!!

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*^-^* NicyaN *^-^*

study week..

There goes my lab test today.. Sigh.. Haha.. worst paper that i did in this semester.. but still ok la.. just tot of getting A if could do better.. cuz it carries 30 marks.. i think more than half of the paper i din know how to do.. just simply write onli.. that also no point 1.. sigh.. lab 1.. wat to do.. it's the subject i studied when i was in 1st sem.. imagine.. after 3 sems.. all also forgot lo.. i tot it will b just like those procedures n stuffs.. mana tau.. wow.. with all the theories.. definitions.. wow.. din really read the text book bout it.. so.. too bad..

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After that was my presentation for entrepreneurship.. it was ok.. as i prepared the slide for myself and still remember la.. cuz my job does not overlap with other ppl.. so it's quite easy for me to present my things rather than other ppl having overlapping.. it's really hard to present.. hehe.. so.. overall.. it was ok.. hopefully can get at least a- for this sub =) as the lecturer said can bring us to get an A with our presentation.. but it carries i think 50 marks.. the other 50 is my test and others.. so.. still not confirm..

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so.. here.. i wish my frenz good luck and all the best in ur finals! know that some of u guys have started with ur final.. mine coming next week! carez man!!!

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Carez..

Cheers!!

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*^-^* NicyaN *^-^*

=)

Hmmph.. Just came back from Annual Civil Engineering Dinner - The Civil Oscar Nite'08. Feeling quite tired here.. cuz was formatting pin's and my com yest till 4am.. thanks to how meng who helped me out with those procedures and softwares thingi.. Then woke up in the morning around 8plus.. went out with my beloved dear =) came back lepak awhile and went for that dinner.. overall it is considered good for me.. although there are many ppl taking back/bad about it but somehow i think it turns out not too bad just that a little bit expensive.. anyway.. did enjoy myself also..

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There are few reasons for this annual dinner.. 1 of them is to celebrate the graduating 4th year civil seniors.. so.. during this dinner.. in a way.. it makes me think of the coming 2 years with the best academic award n stuffs.. Haha.. I know i wun be able to get all that.. But it's really nice when start thinking bout it.. getting an award for something.. hmmph.. it has been quite some time since the last time i get any award.. cudnt remember also..

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Hehe.. my expectations are quite high for myself and at times i do dream bout getting all these things.. I think it's good somehow as all those things start with a dream! And after i retire.. really hope to be able to have the mood to really get into studying.. and at least do my best in one of the semester.. if cannot get top student also at least dean list.. that would be good enough.. When think bout it.. it's not too hard.. just that whether i really put my effort in it or not.. Sigh.. Lazy yan chin fei.. a bit hard.. We shall see =p

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In just a blink of eye.. time flies.. 2 years had past.. 2 years to go.. and i'll be an engineering.. start working.. really hope to enjoy myself in the next coming 2 years before it's too late.. cuz i know that working is really hard n tiring.. and the time is really fixed.. unlike being a student.. we shall really make good use of our time.. will really plan my time well.. especially spending time and enjoying with my gf.. Hehe.. now is really the time.. just the financial actually.. aiseh.. cant really work in this holiday also.. nvm.. shud really try earning/saving some money to travel few places before start working.. at least some good memories during my uni life =) it would really be great!

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When we talk bout planning things ahead.. It's really something hard.. and we do know that it's really important! as it saves alot of time and do things in an organised way.. although it's a bit ma fan but we shud really make it a habit to follow wat we plan.. those not so important thing shall be removed from the schedule.. like playing games and stuffs.. it has been such a long time i din play dota liao.. sigh.. i really enjoy playing games very very very much.. but somehow.. i shud really think for my future and shudnt be too into something that wun bring me any benefits in the future =)

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Plan to learn many things actually.. but u know me well.. im just the kind of person who likes to learn anything and everything.. but once i started it.. then will get bored easily and din finish it in the end.. but as i said earlier.. at least i dream bout it.. wanna learn photoshop-designing, doing website, wanna study back all the past major subjects that i've forgotten, wanna learn back the programming which i think is a very useful thing etc. When will i have the time to learn such things.. anyway.. im a lazy person who will plan to sleep when i have free time as my mind alwiz set that im a busy person who needs more rest =p

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ohya.. i wanna learn qi gong very very very much.. as i think that it's really something very good.. have been doing alot of sports last time and injured myself alot.. if i really dun start doing all these qi gong or tai chi things.. i know that my body wun b able to handle it when im getting older.. just wanna equip myself with the knowledge so that i can even practice it at home rather than finding time to go n exercise and stuffs.. btw.. really have to start exercising.. i have been a very active in the past.. but now im just some1 who dun do any exercise for years.. really have to start exercising.. for a healthy body! =)

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Many things have been running through my head after joining university.. I've really become alot alot more mature.. I can feel the big jump from high school to university.. It's really great! The way i look at things is different.. Know wat? i'll shake my head when i see one of the fren around me who is too into games (just like me the last time - it's like a mirror of myself in the past) i already get to see wat's good and bad for myself.. is just the way i wanna choose the route of my life.. and guess.. as usual.. i'll choose to be a better person.. and hopefuly i'll get to be.. i'll cross my fingers and hope for the best!

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Carez..

Cheers!!

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*^-^* NicyaN *^-^*

Done with 1.. Many more to come..

ok.. B4 that.. i'll talk bout wat happened last week.. on wed, 26th.. Gosh.. guess wat? I went to continued my job on the career carnival.. and suddenly.. by the time i met the lecturer.. And he said, "Hi Yan! I've read ur blog.. and that was funny.. I din know i torture my student so much...." Gosh.. I was stunned a moment.. wondering how he get my blog's url.. haha.. but after awhile.. he told me he found it long time ago.. (luckily i din write anything bad bout him)

WELCOME DR. SIVA!!! Haha! lecturer reading students blog.. that's great!! haha.. at least they know wat's up with the students =) anyway.. actually i shud have tot of it early.. cuz i accessed my blog using his com.. back then i was wondering whether it will save in his history anot.. but just tot that not so ngam 1 la.. god knows =p Anyway.. Thanks for dropping by Dr!

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Next.. thanks to my housemate - Pei Xuan!!! thanks alot for borrowing me ur car.. that's really so kind of u.. i've been thinking for so long n finding ppl bout this car thing.. cuz really need it to carry something in kolombong.. so.. finally i asked her.. and she just said yes!! yeah!!! and the kancil is nice to drive also.. haha! thanks alot.. really appreciate that.. at least i dun need to have a big headache.. haha!

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Bout the career carnival.. hmmph.. how m i suppose to say it.. it turns out to be ok actually.. those preparations and stuffs.. just 1 thing.. and the most important thing.. the crowd!! the ppl are not aware bout the program.. as the tentative came out just a day b4 the program.. although the buntings and banners all around but i noticed 1 thing is that they wrote karnival kerjaya.. 27-30th march!!! UMS.. but the thing is that.. only date on them.. no indication of time and venue.. no tentative.. ppl know bout having this carnival but not sure where is the forums.. talks.. exhibition and stuffs.. frankly.. i prefer if the students can handle this alone.. but i know it's now possible.. cuz the budget is too high.. and they just wun let us do it alone.. yes.. the lecturers did great indeed.. but maybe is the students fault who are not aware of this.. but they really too dependent on the student representative board to do it without the tentative n stuffs.. actually can be done.. maybe i also din put my full effort on it ba.. wat to do.. im really blur bout this thing.. cuz many things were not informed.. anyway.. past is past.. hopefully can be carried out in the coming year.. this is a great event n i really like it very much.. just the timing a bit wrong with exams around..

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and now.. im preparing for my coming tests.. oral tests.. fluids.. electric.. solids.. and others assignments.. it's really a bit tired of this liao.. sigh.. wish i can b like those ordinary students.. waiting for retirement!!! next.. actually having a program after final.. Selangkah ke Menara Gading.. which we gonna bring higher secondary students into campus to expose them bout the university life.. This is so Great!!! havent have a chance the last time when i was in secondary..

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Anyway.. i think i better continue studying.. or else i gonna be dead meat..

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Carez...

Cheers!!!

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*^-^* NicyaN *^-^*

In the Verge of Breaking Down.....

Gosh.. Here I am blogging.. Midnight 1.30am.. Tired.. Just came back not long ago.. even skipped twice my weekly meeting.. no good.. too many things to do.. Sometimes really dunno how to handle them.. at times when i have time.. start thinking bout it.. i'll be mentally tired.. very tired..

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Planned to do my lab reports tonight.. Design for coming civil night invitation card.. write speech for dean and 2 more ppl.. study a bit.. do watever i can.. ended up here i am.. coming back home at 1am.. feeling tired.. was out since morning 8am.. class till around 4pm then went to meeting.. till 5 like that.. service my motor.. received a call from the lecturer.. help out something.. went home took a bathe.. ta pao rice.. and start working again..

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Actually i would really like to help out.. but at times.. really feel a bit tired.. cuz actually there r just too many things that i havent do.. tests postponed to next week.. i dun think that's really gonna b a good thing after all..

Things to be done:

Wednesday (no class)

-do the duty schedule for the career thingi

-take the name card and try printing for the career thingi

-find ppl to handle the name card thing

-do lab report.. pass up on thurs

-study for thurs quiz

-meet lecturer

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Thurs

-quiz

-career launching

-duty for the career thing

-classes

-do assignment - pass up on fri

-do speech for civil night

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Friday

-lab in the morning

then gonna duty again for the career thing

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Saturday

-green card talk (a licence card for engineer to get to work around the construction site)

-gonna takes me whole day!!! skip career thing..

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Sunday

-duty again

-Wat m i suppose to do??? cant u see how many tests coming??? Gosh...

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Monday

-fluid test

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Tues

-french oral

-weekly meeting

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Wed

-Electric Test

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Thurs

-God knows.. probably numerical test

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Sat

-Solids Test!!!

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This is really so damn shit!!!

Im really gonna be so dead!!!

Sigh..

Anyway..

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Cheers!!!

Carez..

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*^-^* NicyaN *^-^*

Hi hi...

Yeah! Here Im back! Hmmph.. So.. How have i been doing? Still ok.. but really a bit busy.. lazy.. tired.. Haha.. Guess wat? seldom do i skip events.. and yet.. I've skipped 3 events since yest.. yest morning.. evening and this morning.. tonight still got 1.. (no wonder i feel tired and lazy rite?)

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Anyway.. no good.. skipped yest morning gotong royong cuz i din read my sms properly sent on fri.. tot it was on sunday.. yest evening.. cuz i was a bit lazy.. just informed me yest 1pm.. could find a wakil for myself.. then kena boom.. gosh.. and this morning.. im really not aware bout the event.. slept at 5 plus studying.. woke up 9 plus and realised that some1 sent me a msg at 6am told me to go for 8am event.. gosh!! wth.. i straight *tut* him.. But kena balik.. haha! cuz din really attend last meeting on tues.. so.. din know bout it.. but i did ask ppl around mayb i've forgotten..

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Haha.. dun think i can escape this evening's event.. have to go lo.. but hard la.. aiyo.. like not good d.. go there ppl will start asking y so long din c u n stuffs.. gosh.. nvm nvm.. soon i gonna retire (half a year)....

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Anyway.. has been busy with assignments.. quiz.. tests.. career carnival.. and stuffs..

Assignments - just finished 1 yest, still got a lab report pass up on thurs, 1 project on thurs also

Quiz - coming thurs

Tests - coming 28/3, 29/3, 2/4, 5/4

Career Carnival - 27/3 - 30/3

Shift house - Hostel, Fren's house or find new single room - considering, no time think o..

Tomolo - class at 8-10, 10 find tnc (hopefully he is in), find some1 to print carnival thing, 2-4 class, meeting ajk to discuss career thing i guess.. still need to find ppl to help out that 4 days.. gosh!!!

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headache o really.. din get to have time to study also.. so many things to think.. wat m i suppose to do.. omg.. haha.. that's y i prefer to stay at home n rest.. really start to appreciate studying liao.. doing activities realy tiring.. haha.. and of course i enjoy accompanying my beloved gf to go around.. Sigh.. guess that's it ba.. better study for my coming test.. or else i gonna be *dush*...

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Carez..

Cheers!!!

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*^-^* NicyaN *^-^*

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din tot of writing another post so soon.. gosh.. im so tired.. yest slept around 3 and woke up at 7 plus.. studied.. came out around 9plus to help out lecturer to do his things.. then went for exam.. average la.. not that hard la the french.. was a bit blurred though.. anyway.. here is it.. after exam till now.. in an office.. doing some letter work.. faxing.. photocopying.. sien.. tired liao..

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Just tot of writing something up.. nothing much i can do here.. cuz alone here.. can online at least.. wat's the topic today.. deciding whether to shift into campus or not.. gonna b 80% shifting in.. ppl gonna think that it's weird.. cost me alot to shift out n did many things.. now wanna shift back in pulak.. haha.. ppl usually wanna shift out.. but im now the other way round..

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Anyway.. cheers.. i think that's one of the best way for me.. hehe.. dun think i'll regret bout it also la.. the line in universiti also getting better.. many places also can online.. then save money.. gonna mix up with ppl around.. hehe.. hopefully gonna b those quiet n studious type ba.. gonna love that.. hehe.. im alwiz an optimistic person de.. how just wanna confirm the procedure to move in ba.. cuz usually ppl who moved out cannot get in de.. but.. haha.. ok la.. i think can use a little bit of kuasa here de.. shud b able to get de..

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hopefully i can confirm in these 2 days.. then gonna let my housemates know bout it.. need to help out to get housemates for them n stuffs.. but frankly.. it's quite late liao.. still can get.. but a bit hard to find.. sigh.. nvm la.. we'll c how.. gonna have a final on monday.. hopefully i'll have some time to study ba.. tomolo still need to come over to help out.. really hope that this career carnival gonna work out well with many supports.. cuz it's really a great idea and exposure for the undergraduates.. guess.. that's all for now ba..

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Carez..

Cheers!

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*^-^* NicyaN *^-^*

Yo.. Im back!!!

Hi there.. Haha.. It has really been such a long time since i pen down something here.. gosh.. 4 months.. many things had happened in this past 4 months.. not gonna summarize everything of course.. just write write onli la.. very busy actually.. too busy indeed.. tot of just writing them out.. to waste some time here.. rather than do those 'real important thing'. Haha!

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So.. firstly.. hmmph.. let me officially announce here ba.. I have found myself 'my mrs right'. haha.. wanna c? no la.. im not gonna post the picture up here la.. dun need to ask also.. if got chance.. sure can meet de.. dun need to request from me k? haha.. it started 2 months back ba.. so.. hopefully this time gonna have a real good and happy ending here.. cross my fingers.. and hope for the best.. really planning to have a long term relationship.. and i always do.. pray for me k? hope that everything gonna go on smoothly..

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Secondly.. currently handling a program.. career carnival.. coming up very soon.. 27-30th march.. has been a bit busy.. cuz i just support my exco partner la.. din really handle whole thing.. most of the things handle by those lecturers.. just help out here n there.. im very interested in this event actually.. but sometimes it just piss me off.. anyway.. hope that it gonna turn out to be good ba..

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next up.. had my academic.. once i start to feel to study hard again.. just hope to be like wat i did for spm.. after handling over scout.. i was so free.. in the last 2 or 3 months b4 spm.. i can go home everyday at 2pm.. then start to study.. have dinner.. study.. watch tv a bit.. and sleep.. it's quite nice actly.. not too boring la.. still ok.. i enjoy that way also actly.. after being tired of doing activities.. tomolo gonna hav my french midterm.. sunday entrepeneurship final.. 28 and even 29!!! my birthday also got midterm!!! clash exactly on my event.. have skipped the 1st test.. dun think im gonna skip my 2nd test ba.. it costs me double the marks this time.. as a replacement for my 1st test.. anyway.. just study wat i can ba.. sigh..

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nothing much actly.. my life now is all bout activities.. study.. and of course.. most importantly my life partner =) haha.. at least some1 to depend on whenever im tired.. but really have to arrange my time properly.. i was too stressed once and let go.. haha.. guess im not gonna repeat my same mistake ba.. gonna spend my time wisely de =)

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lastly.. sorry my fellow frenz there.. for not keeping u guys update.. really tired here.. if got time also sleep la actually.. haha.. where will update.. but nvm la.. i try to update here once a week ba.. but dun think i have time to highlight like last time nice nice ba.. haha.. just type onli la.. or else gonna spend half an hour to an hour here o.. no good..

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ok guys.. guess that's it for now la.. haha.. wish me good luck for my exam ba.. will try hard to get better result this time.. hopefully.. will really work out something n dun let my pointer drop like my last 2nd sem..

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Carez..

Cheers!

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*^-^* NicyaN *^-^*

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Hmmph.. nothing much.. just feel like writing something here.. today celebrated grandma's birthday (dad's side).. 81 years old liao.. Haha.. not really close to her la.. but this type of things alwiz make me feel a little bit of touching.. she is a lucky granny.. so many ppl celebrate with her.. she has 4 sons and 2 daughters.. my dad is the 4th son.. so.. 4 of the sons were here.. with almost all her grandchildren.. except those not in kl (like my sis) and got 1 of her daughter + 1 more daughter (grandfather got 2 wives =p) she even have great grandchildren liao.. lucky grandma.. still hav so many ppl celebrating with her.. =)

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know wat? these 2 days i've seen something.. omg.. it's really bad.. i've noticed a gal.. im not sure whether she was pampered or wat.. but somehow i feel that the attitude really got a little bit of prob.. i admit.. i might be like that the last time.. but luckily.. i've changed n now that when i look at ppl.. im relieved that im not like that.. this gal.. around the same age as me.. alwiz scold her bf for nothing.. omg.. i damn sad wei seeing her bf.. he is quite nice la actually.. talked to him around 5 mins.. (but im not really sure la.. just simple talk.. n dunno how their relationship works.. cant really comment much.. but i just think that a relationship shudnt be like that.. but not sure.. mayb some ppl prefer it to be like that =p)

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She scolded her bf for being late.. she scolds him for this and for that.. it's like everytime meet up.. the bf also kena scold de.. i bet the guy will counter 1 day.. that's just not the way man.. omg.. sad la.. she expects the bf to come fetch her whenever she calls or mayb gives a few hours earlier notice.. but somehow.. u have to fetch her.. omg.. isnt that being not understanding?? kesian man.. i told my mom.. if u have such a 'sam pou'.. sure gonna suicide.. lolz..

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then i've noticed this same gal again.. haha.. she can comment on many stuffs.. and will say that she hates this and that.. then start kutuk-ing ppl.. not those jokingly.. it's very serious type of kutuk.. for example.. got 2 old couple.. alwiz take the mic and choose songs to sing.. like karaoke la.. then she kutuk alwiz also the 2.. cuz they sing all the old old songs.. then when got her mother go sing.. she says her mother dunno how to sing la.. then those who r there have to suffer cuz the voice not nice n stuffs.. we have to bear it.. omg.. sigh.. just told her.. ppl happy mai enough lo.. dun la so bad.. think until ppl like tat.. together so many ppl.. happy mai good lo.. just give applause to support la.. at least came up to sing ma.. haihz.. dunno la.. i swear i wun find a gal like that to become my gf..

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Carez

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*^-^* NicyaN *^-^*